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  • one needs to cut down ones losses
  • eating tremendously is okay
  • everyday is the new beginning
  • love is patient and everlasting rushes no time and is therefore
  • something that needs to be said.

 

#love

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Missing

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Its okay to not have everything figure out, its okay not to have a family, its okay not to have a best friend, its okay not to believe in a god, its okay to have no boyfriend, its okay to forgive others who dont deserve it.

You deserve the happiness you choose. Kill em with kindness. Quit your job. Eat healthy. Sleep. Live life for yourself until you meet those people. Dont waste time. Lifes short.

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Fragile cities

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This year I have been grateful to have met people worthy of me.

My life has its turnabouts, such as my family leaving me. Also, there will be people whom may not have the kind understanding why I harbor my resentment toward my own parents.

Likewise sending me here and there.. everywhere! To all parts of the world.

Unnamingly, as I pour piece by piece, tear by tear ounces of myself in this blog , I pray to cope and find moments of healing : for my sickness, my growth, my place in this world.

And a couple of understanding. That’s all we will ever need in our life.

To the people who left me and declined me, thanks.

Self recovery

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Lately im all psyched up for 2018!

I just recently bought a Berlin journal and some self-made intricate personal, made for you notebook for ascribing my thoughts and sentiments into this hardwired world.

Oftentimes really, it may seem likely too depressing to be ignored by somebody we feel too much for, that we lash out or get mad at them for nothing, barely reasonable action for us to make,

Or is it supremely a jagged out-of-this world, why-can’t-you-respond- or ask-me-out type of anger.

Is it just me or it’s hard to love someone, or even find one who has the same heart as you,

Just clarifying feelings is tremendous, it’s not like we’re gonna be together.

This is for you,

If you’ve ever felt the urgent need to find yourself, look out the world and see a version paralleling the future-

I thoroughly support whatever you’re going through.

It’s okay if you are stuck or lost, at some job you dislike, days wasted away thinking how it can be so much nicer to just get away and chill and live.

To love, life and its people.

Inspiring others, making everyday great, traveling to new places, meeting aliens and foreign people, trying out different cultures to probing the probability of darkness- the unknown and the unfamiliar .

It’s easy to say we’ve moved on.

But part of the terrain shakes us and wakes us to extremes that something is terribly wrong with us or the world, is the world coming to an end?

Why can’t the people we love, love us back?

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Lately, I’ve been on the verge of quitting my sales job. I couldn’t take any of it anymore as I hurl myself through long days of September laying awake at night for as long as I can remember.

All I want is a fresh new start and good beginning to look onto. Something that largely agrees with my ideals and lifelong goal.

What’s worse is I made a confession to a guy I barely knew. Who by the way, didn’t really reciprocate my soul of feelings but passively acknowledge it.

Meg from Hercules would probably say, Boys are a pain – oh boy. Is she right. May the universe grant me a new life, and may I keep on writing for future’s sake.

Love loves and thanks for reading!

 

Closed flowers

Whilst June may be quite over for most of us, It has given me plenty sentiments like having doubts and confusion about the present. To lost a lot of heart is a bad deal, but to gain love and light is all we ever search for.

  • I have no family. Yes enough.
  • I have no money. Where and how.
  • No boyfriend HAHAHAHA
  • Too vulnerable and open to people. Too trusting, humane or uhm sensitive? Hmm .
  • Don’t agree with my $ — job .