Dear all 64 followers
do you know that feeling when youve reached the end of the tunnel and youve seem to have gotten nothing out of the ordinary in your journey when you entered that tunnel in the first place ?
Thats how I feel these days.
I dont pray but I know shit dont matter if I do anyway, Im still damned in this motherfucking sales job
Got no friends or even this thing called a Family.
My mom keeps insisting I got one but has no idea how to actually understand me and whatever it is I am going through.
After all I have been self-supporting ever since
25 is such a sad terrible age.
Got no love life, got caged into a job you dont like, you smile everyday like the pain doesn’t matter.
Met some wonderful people,
Whilst others I wish I never have spoken to them a single utterance
Such a shame I trusted and opened up to you ya know.
Took you in and gave you my very rare self and personality.
Felt like I wasted my entire time and life in this job called sales.
One client called me by chance yesterday.
Felt like a miracle but maybe this is the sign
Plus my boss reprimanded me for not knowing anything
I have such high regard for him and then he dared speak to me like im shit.
And also quitting my job means no more seeing my officemates who are gossipy and ugly
Thanks by the way if ever you gossip behind my back when I quit before my goddamn nobody cares birthday month,
Thank you for insulting me behind my back, laughing at me, calling me names and other shit.
If you live in sales at least have some decency to be self-reflexive on what you disclose to others.
Your fake highlights already look dumb.
Stop protruding yourself as dumber than dumb.
Im just so fed up
So what if I still have prospective clients?
Like my tita’s friend has a brother who is a seaman in Algeria who is on a “dead zone” right now
Like me hahah on a “dead spot”
No family, no boyfriend, no real friends
I applied to clavel magazine but they aint gonna read that shit anyway
Whats the point
Im so tired I just wanna die.
Thanks by the way to the people I met who turned out to be nothing but nutjobs who never will have conscience and dare I say, a sense of politeness to apologize!!!!
Here is to my dead career as a dead salesman
A loner agent day by day getting clients
Wetting herself with shame and many money wasted day by day by day
Still not getting any.
Thanks to the people I met. To name, it is Calvin and Ming.
Yeah so bye. Kudos to meine enemies
Insulto pa more, karma kayo.