You’re born, you know, the wrong names, wrong parents. I mean, that happens. You call yourself what you want to call yourself. This is the land of the free.
Or a restless leaf, a footprint.
Is fault on a blameless day,
scrawled on a washed-out sky.
My friend’s music orbits his home,
worms through the cracks
in the bluest lines, ever new
and permanent, staining even his hope
long after the lights stutter away.
And the rain’s attenuated sorrows?
They’re coming, he says. Like goats
through a fence. Like lava. Like tomorrow.
Copyright 2017 Robert Okaji
I may always make mistakes and consume all those iced lattes from Starbucks and some of those capitalist bullshit, but dare I say despite not having any : family, friends, a someone to lean onto, there will be many misadventures yet to happen in my life, to wishing amnesia from all moments of despair and stress and catapulting loneliness or dementia or shit like crappy days to batshit memories or crazy yellings from mother to regretting I had this thing called a second Life.
Im wishing you grow up into the woman you are destined to be. Never forget those who cheered for you! Someday, you shall and will have a decent family and some company too. Real ones. XOXO, cheerios. 💄
Hello dear followers!
Thanks so much for going through some random stuff on my blog, I can’t believe you guys are 52 already and I mostly don’t even blog about random personal stuff
To be honest much has been going on lately, I missed the afterparty then also been overworking lately in my current work. It’s been almost a year, come about april, I want to reap a sale or two, God please.
I feel like maybe smoking a couple of weed could do it, rough jobs in sales are such a pity for introverts like me who pretty much overanalyze and foresight everything onto the equation
I haven’t found my friends yet. Those change makers who come into your life like angels and wish your dream pull you up and never let go
Those people who really value you to see you make it real hard in this world and protect you from the harsh reality you already endured.
I wanna be around people who don’t take and undermine you and boss you around like you’re such a low status ranking peasant
and they’re like the queen biatches or kween bees of the world
enough to undercut your priceless existence
Haters gon’ hate
Ps: please avoid people who always have their way /s with you, like asking for shit, toying with your feelings, treating ya differently in public vis-a-vis private, uncultured nondiscreet
Oh, you know uhm people who disclose gossip and low level conversations juxtapose that with bejeweled intellectual talk talk.
I am seriously depressed with the people who surround me.
It seems more likely to say that people you hold a pedestal to, having known them for them but actually having no idea on who they really, really are. Anyways I am heavily apologetic for this rant sesh.
Just been crazy lonely lately figuring out who I am like it’s high school again and wondering where my path lies this year
Learning that every challenge comes an opportunity
And treat people nicely despite the heartache
Of them treating you like a piece of shit (aka you dont exist in this space right here * * )
I’ve gone through some terrible shit but not this social suicide
where you put your entire soul on a person and they just light a smoke and set a fire to burn your heart.
I rarely write about boys but really though, find someone who loves you
The real, unwitheld, facade-less genuine
#TakeChances / #TakeAim
gotta get going even though life fucks us up . Get baked. Smoke crack. Build foundations that hold you, carry you
Follow and look up to leaders who possess empathy and Truth
This is your life
Gotta get get going
- Maybe it’s better to leave footprints than to regret having a memory.
- Maybe someday, you realise the truth about someone, some place.
- Maybe tomorrow, you will chance upon your destined rendezvous.
- Maybe today, things can change.
Expect the worst, hope for the best
Im quite sad lately nobody reacted to my siargao post.
But you know, one day before my birthday I am going to decide something terribly incredulous like having a solo trip abroad or going by bus to a place worth going.