Welcome to BS Crush It.
This is the crash course to when you learn to DGAF when a) unexpected incidents happen b) the world is probably ending now c) your mom incessantly mocks and derrogates you again like when you were a teenager d) you are just simply killin it
With kindness, surely. Most def.
Well well, at the course of my life. I simply am me.
I have no words for the pain I suffered since I read something that pain is actually weakness leaving the body.
Aint that true ?
I mean hellya I totes forgot my high school “friends” and in college I was a bookish loner but ya know.
We must never forget the memories that struck us deep within of who we really are.
Now I am stuck in the real world. And by real world I don’t mean high school.
To begin with I was surprised at elementary and high school, years I dare not touch,
I was never bullied in school
Probably my second life gave me that secret power to yield those throat ass*s but um
Never really had a lingering memory or like a foreshadowing of the past
That somebody nearly killed me or what
Maybe just in china when I was 13 well just turned 13 and there was a brother to brother bullying like they were two brothers shooking the navel off me.
Anyway I have nothing to say to my blog.
Like I tried to be a good girl for most of my life.
My parents even sent me to rehab like they aren’t supposed to be there right now.
All I can say is that when people fight you and get mad at you in an overrated sense (hello mudra)
Just simply. Ignore.
You can never demand respect anyway but you can respect yourself enough to walk away from the situation.
When I was around 19 navigating my angst tough aging teenage years I was pretty much at the stage where I really was struggling with my art and music and all those dreamy things I wish I could relive.
I often asked why my own mother was always so tough on me.
She never could appreciate or acknowledge anything nice out of me.
Quite the tiger mom really.
And having three brothers next to me feels like I am supposed. And yes insistently, live this life like some pretty exclusive lotus flower.
I simply wish I will meet more wonderful people along the way to guide me and help me become who I am.
I will always be grateful for Dior Mommy, Robert Daddy, Gable, Aunty Curdy, Grace the Teaching Assistant, Sylvia my Camp Counselor Teammate, and of course my greatest boss Gad. Hello Boss. Haha. I think you’re not reading this. Psh.
Anyway I am hella Happy I can Be Hella from Thor.
So far I blocked all Alveo peeps.
They really fuel my heart with so much tears. The irony.
I really wish I can just start over and not remember all the time I spent.
But I guess they don’t really remember me or like say care about my own feelings.
In Alveo though I will never ever forget Sir Gerry B. Haha
And Boss Norman Lim
Ian Casem our Area Sales Director.
And my forever beloved Boss Gad.
These days I just came to happy lemon, even spelled out my name S-H-E-R-R-Y. And then they printed out “cherry ” yet again.
Oh my did I react and squabbled.
Why is this name haunting me?????
To the brink 7$ I am getting my comm late September.
So thats like debts to the living for now.
Ohwells I will manage.
What a crazy world.
I still feel like a teenager though.
Wheres my hoodie. My starbucks. My rollercoaster. My zombie folks. My favourite dream. My castle.
– is the world really ending?