Supreme.

Hey

Dear 122 followers

You never know how much you make my holidays happy

I didn’ t celebrate Christmas and the New Years thru all the hurt I have received

I tried wrapping excellent gifts for others but got none so much in return

I always always wished I had a foster fam but now that I am an adult, I just have to continue on my 18 year old dream to become independent.

I don’ t ever want to brag but at 26 I feel like I have soared enough skies to heal my broken wings and rise again

I can’t wait for the movie “Dark Phoenix”as I myself have struggled over many opportunities in the past that didn’t push thru due to parental or home reasons

Am glad to have my Makati condo since June 2017 and my real world existence to be in peace

Even though this year I got run over by a tric

I am extremely hugely grateful for all my blessings

I may not have gotten gifts

But my self love is quite enough to pull myself through

End cynicism.

Hey y’all. I dunno whats up anymore lately. I feel like something strange weird is going on but no more feels and fucks to give since people keep taking and taking. And im too tired anymore to give. To show them my true self and feelings. Because once you do they pounce on you like a cheetah. Super cray. Keeping to yourself is power. Also stop the negativity and the trauma. You know you are a good person. So much angst since teenage years but oh hey age doesn’t matter. Try to think positive despite all your downfall

Most especially, love and light ✖⚜⛾ create

Daze

emma-roberts-thigh-highs-02.jpg

If there is one thing I regret nowadays it’s being too kind and overreaching to people who never will, ever.

Deserve my kindness and strength

See oftentimes we think it would be better to leave people alone. But no, we must in fact keep loving this cruel world inspite of the fact that the people we love actually harbor hatred towards us

And that my dear is the time you your self should set yourself on fire and set love free

Dont keep others warm

Stay close who truly slay kindness

And know the worth of glory honour respect and most especially,

Forgiveness.

Thanks be to God.

My 2018 was silly af

Thanks for making me rich in intuition and selfless ignorance

That though people hurt me, etc

I still go on

Merry Christmas loves

Thanks be to all the kindest souls I have met

And will yet to meet !!!! 📿

Tuloy Lang

Screenshot_20181224-204139

Our neighbourhood is currently playing “Turn Down For What”

I requested this song last April on my 26th birthday and only this song played

Even though I was heavily drunk they didn’t play the other request, “Like a G6”.

But ya know folks.

My life has been a real party this year.

I’m kinda over sentimental things and ruminating and analyzing them and just go bout the release of the beat and music.

I have forgotten everything disgusting that’s happened and am currently learning to enjoy every moment I have in peace even though my life is not perfect.

Thanks 2018 for making me a strong princess.

Maybe, prince

Oh whatever.

Thanks so much for WordPress, 120 followers and a big blast to all of you

Thanks for making me believe in myself.

That even though I didn’t join any pageant, won anything, had my first sale, got anything, my life is still

Here

Thanks to Junko Mikami for greeting me Merry Christmas, for the kindness since 2016.

She has been my pen pal anonymously from Japan and her email has sent sparks from my heart

That even though, you aint got a happy family, too many people bullied you per se, or hurt you

Took advantage of your heart and kindness

You are ready to slay forward

Over and over again.

Thanks to the people who left me hanging

Who literally, left me.

Baby, it’s cold outside.

Happy Holidays, folks

images.jpeg-98.jpg

Clothing stores .

Sabi nila pag nag sipag ka makukuha mo rin

Yung ninanais mo na ginhawa

Sabi nila mag sikap ka upang makita

Ang mga upalap sa mundo

Ginto ng katotohanan

Mga minamahal at minahal

Sa buhay, sabi nila

Pag respetuhin mo yung iba giginhawa ka rin

Ako pagod na pagod na

Kase

Mahirap

Maging tao

Sa mga kabuluhan dito sa mundo

RIP earth

Di na kaya ni Sherry

Sobrang pagod na ko

As in tutal parang halos

Eternity

Has Pass

His Will Be Doneimages.jpeg-83

Fire Gut

-01

I Miss Manning.

lately

sometimes, 

I dunno anymore since im way too tired to fight anything, fear anything, worry about tomorrow, solving my adult problem, finding a boyfriend, a bestfriend, adventure

And also never giving up, always the light, dignity

Speaking up, owning your voice, cherishing the moment, representing your past, moving towards the present

Murder

Its always darkest

Before Dawn, YOLO 🎀🤗bfea6a73dcc3ae971f0b88c2cbf16d2b.0

Lord

Thank u Lord for all my blessing

Though I can’t make my Apple Macbook Air work like I want to

I deeply wish you will give me someone who can teach me tech stuff

Like Netflix

And make me interested in graphic design and video editing again

Often I Reminisce the Times

I used to stay up all night and day trying to edit videos in college

Up to this day in my old Macbook White it still

Exists

Thank you

I wish I can be a pro again @ video editing

Making vlogs

Will surely cheer me up

images.jpeg-71

Super Super

I know I’m Super Fly, ☆ ey 119 followers

I am entirely grateful u all been there with me, truly universe has been so kind, im broke and jobless, kinda, i got an insurance job, was very very very lucky 😚

I passed the exams last October 26.

I resigned from Ortigas October 13.

Since then Hallelujah

I met a bad bitch boss at Ortigas who promised me entry again next twenty o nine but she left me gaping… I thought she said six mos. exit then come back around but hell no, she f*cking left me in the air, like hanging there with so much pain tbh since I was hoping to get back at the bad bosses downing me out and backlashing me out.

But then I realize as I swam this real world loves me so much.

No need to have comparison over others, as God has loved me thru thick and thin. He gave me a 2nd life when I was eight and dying. Though my mum and dad are cruel people, He always gave me the back hand and the upper edge to succeed in no matter any situation

Let me meet people who were and always will be, amazing

Btw I went home today shopping for Christmas, most of them were pink, classy and unicorn style,

I miss Ateneo, I miss Ms Dior from Taipei, I miss Alveo and Boss Gad,

I miss our dog Ollie Back Home…the home I will never run back

To no matter how hopeless I am, no matter how injured, hurt, even though just recently I got hit AF by a tric but he was nice as he took me in for a free ride since I was stunned shookt there, like basically motionless, kneeling

In my wounds…pero in fair

Di siya malala

Kaya super thanks 💋

Can’t wait for 2019, am sad Karina is sad and Aljon got evicted sa PBB

I thought of vlogging my life pero parang di na ganun ka natural pag ivlog mo haha,

Dame kong nakakausap sa labas,

I even got lost in Poblacion only to have my lost TIN ID notarized quite expensively for 250 bucks, sinabi nung guy na nag sell nang burgers na Car name yung names nang burgers na mahal daw dapat 100 to 150 lang yung price.

Pinakaasar ako is that I waited mga 10 ish to 15 min, parang eternity yon kasi the guy there was like making landi to his old classmate instead of working, like inuna pa niya mag add sa FB kaysa gawin yung Notary ko, dafudge diba

Tapos nainis na ko kasi hello nag aantay ako amp tas mahal pa sinigil saken huwaw such work ethic… sometimes ya know

I secretly wish I was missed by my co-workers in Ortigas

Kasi pati ba naman sa Circuit

Nakita ako lel

Like she shouted, “Sherry!”

While I was crossing the lil pedestrian at the back

And um na huwaw ako na Sherry finally tinawag niya sakin

Kasi names are important ya know!

Sobrang saya ko na nawalan ako nang takot sa Angkas

It made me feel like a rockstar

Steady lang

Sana buhay ko ganon

Fyi sobrang gandara nang calling card

Pinagawa ko sa Chill Hub

Grabe galing nila

Sarap talaga mag promote hehe

Like maybe doing a vlog might be so nice

But the mystery and the sponteneity of you, living your raggedy, jackass of a life

Might be lost right20181211_193030

Fyi

Di perfect buhay

Wala akong ya know

Bf

Pero um

Kinakaya ko naman

Kasi di mo naman kailangan muna

Haha

And

Dame ko pang pangarap na magagawa

Like it was my first time this December to clean my meager apartment

And clean it like hell

Tryna find my TIN card!

Then awhile ago sa morning I was so happy I got to Atrium Makati to finally

Hopefully get my TIN ID tom

Btw Affidavit of loss pala yung tinaga saken

Mediyo first time ko rin kasi asikasuhin yang

Mga yan oh btw I stole a knife um jk fork today mahahaa

Um

Kase naman

Bad service

Sorna

Um natapon ko din ata yung Sterling spoon and fork ko sa apartment kaya yun squad poor life talaga

Tapos di na ko nagpapaapekto sa mga humihingi nang money sa sampaguita

Kasi last year andame ko na binili sa mga yan

Basta

Pati rose nga eh

🌷

To be continued

Be Kind

So the ganap is I went to Makati City Hall last Dec 6 to get my NSO and got my SSS verified at PRC and submitted my requirements for Grepa Life Insurance, so I can get my code and start selling.

I am tryna focusing on myself these days and am really hurt, wasak and lonely but it doesn’t affect me at all. All I do is try hardest to be productive and jam many things in the day to make it work like in Dec 6 all I did was 1) verify my SSS which was already existing

2) get my NSO well nauna ito kaya yun, mabilis lang ang process

3) I paid mah rent asap so Insured na ko sa January kasi di ako nakikipag communicate sa mom ko kaya di niya binayara rent, este caretaker had to contact her and she didn’t pick up the phone daw so text nalang, nakakahiya diba

4) paid grepa insurance fee at RCBC well easy peasy

5) go to my dentist who was a bitch at real world circumstances like um why do we even small talk lel …i still wear retainers hot dang. Ugm

6) go to Brahma Kumaris

The same day… Makati, I rode behind the tric drivers back omg cringe but well ganyan talaga kapag mahirap na este tag hirap na lalo na pasko season traffic kaoras uy

7) Made it to Brahma Makati paying only 40 bucks kasi nga nakisakay lang ako galing kalye after crossing the long damn train in Filmore like guh

8) thought of taking a cab to La Fuerza to eat dinner at Lido but plan failed

9) I got into some weird crazy maniac …again cab driver whom I asap lipad na kasi ew, di niya lam san yung La Fuerza At Chino Roces uhuh

10) So I dropped the cab sa Amorsolo kasi yun lang kaya ko ituro fron GMaps ayay

11) Naligaw nanaman sa Makati, before that nag lakad lakad pala ako bago nag cab…

12) Um

13) I bailed the German party thing at La Fuerza since ang late na tapos may “interview” ako sa bitchy boss nato na gurl na sinabi na on the fri of next week daw nyak napakaspecific day, di man lang sinabi yung date ang gulo noh,

14) so Like after fixing my adult problems the entire day, made lil tambay to Cash n Carry, rode the dang tric to Bagtikan cor Zobel St. in San Antonio

15) In a nutshell naligaw sa Amorsolo, nagtambay sa isang weird lil resto na nag sell nang nike shoes, yosi at anu pang kakaibang merch

16) I therefore went home na kasi wawa naman diba may interview

17) crazy part is of course duh the next day mamimis ko yung interview ko sad

18) which is worse kasi inadvice ko yung bossy bitch na malalate ako kasi 10 yung interview sa CV tapos ulul gagu 2am as always gising pa yours truly diba

19) tapos alam naman niya na nag linis ako nang bahay because did I mention, To her na linigpit ko lahat nang bahay ko maghanap lang nang TIN ID ko for requirements sa GREPA

20) Which, to my disadvantage, my so called biological mutter confiscated my passport weeks months ago and I decided to cut my ties with them like yeah, you deserve it ,all of YOU.

21) I wanna cry but tears can’t stream down my tear ducts anymore lel

22) So there I finished going to the dentist Today, for my Retainers

And then the sitch is, I keep eating sticky foods like craving them and shit like pichi pichi and not working out oh noes

And um I was so very happy I was able to buy lots of kutchinta huhu awhile ago huhu super huhu food is soul like lifer ahuhu

23) mediyo naaawa na ko sa sarili ko at this point

24) pero keri lang hehe

Dame kong haters btw

Like sa real life, di lang family ko…

Dami nag hurt saken dis year,

SPEECHLESS AKO

Pati yung boss bitch na tatrabahuan ko nayayabangan ako sakanya like oh my

Di nag rereply,

Im the girl na kahit ilang buwan ako tulog este tameme namahiga sa kama,

Never ako yung type na di gagawa nang paraan para umusad

Para kong gago kakamessenger nang maayos grabe sobrang nega nya

Like RIP Sales na siguro for me,

Sobra akong winasak wild talaga ang drama drama dameng peke jan na tao kala mo mabait wala namang halaga ang puso mo sakanila

Like whoah

I cannot compose myself out of speechlessness and the hatred

You just cennet help it

Fyi si ateng boss pa grabe kabulul sa English

Yubung yubung gawd

Like omg can you take my life already

Im about to explode

For reals

Di ko kaya

Alam ko TMI eto pero swear, ang hirap mag panggap na okay lang lahat at okay lang sinasaktan ka, di ka binibigyan nang kaluluwa

Kahit kaluluwa nalang eh

Dami rin gago jan

Lalo na mga lalake

Beks pa

Waw

Hanep talaga si Ateng, sinabi niya “I want you to be part of my team”… im like

No mam go KEKE yourself… magsama kayo ni LEC jan sa Ortigas

Grabe kayo

Masipag ako

Grabe insulto

Grabe ugali

Grabe mukha

So kapal uh58d34b0762b1b71bce90545958aa75b9