I am amazed at people who, still stand in both feet despite the world destroying their enigma, their strategy, comfort, peace of mind, ease, temperance, self-control.

I admire people who know how to stand up when the fight comes, who know how to stay back when the superior is dark and gruesome,

Those who know how to draw boundaries

They are the best kind of people

Be someone who always matters the most to people who especially need it

If you want to give, do so with no conivance

Where’s Fluffy_

If you can’t find the solution, be the answer. The moment an individual realizes how meaning and premise can be found not just in playlist spontaneity joy giving and hope, everything negating their right and dream diminished 🐅 as we cannot be right all the time, we let go Surrender and recharge, music will always come find us when the world weary cross we have been carrying trudged us back. screenshot_20190125-232059



Cut the chord

Lord knows how much I sacrifice for the ones I love, who my beneficiaries were supposed to be, how my comm was supposedly taken away from me,

The tears I have shed …karma endured, pain released judgment induced and negativity that almost ended me …

Thank you, to everybody who always held my hand.

I was often alone in my own magical world, sinking deeply, I often forget that I live in a world where people lie, where honesty is discarded, where having a true voice trumps all advantage, where masks and mirrors triumph in pursuit of justice and criminology.

The faded lies end up bulleting us, and we are led to nowhere. But Yahweh says how our destination is not yet final

For he is the Keeper of our own Hearts

In Our Own Time

_yours truly ,


Go forth.

In deadly times like these, where you question you and where you stand, and crises arise, your identity is changing, tides have turned and the people you vowed sacred are now disappearing mutants x and holy faded jobless hoars cannot leave me alone.

Dear precious soul, being almighty one. Do not be eaten up by the evils of the world, the voices dared mock our own sacred holy lives. The bridges we have crossed over, the battles we have dared won and succumbed. The only light that flares.





“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”



Big Deeper 

I am not really a religious person, I do believe in a deity, I do believe in miracles, magic, time frames, happiness, golden times, brevity

Pain changes us physically but I think our minds are connected to our hearts in a ways that despite the inside battle there is a voice we have outside that makes us who we are.

People might say flowers and bees like we are not our jobs, finances, lifestyle but the boundary driven souls always choose the people …I always find myself

Because people always think I am a certainty that will never change,

I have channeled enough energy to mortal combat my heroes,

I know who they are.

Always strive to be better than you were before

Nobody should be pained in life

Nobody should sacrifice their own happiness to fit the shoes of others

Everything necessary is biologically

Helpful where words hurt us over

But we bend forward thus will not break

Flee the mighty

Surrender to the Real God



… Pain is inevitable suffering is optional

I value my blog because it is here where I have truly been expressing all my feelings, emotions, thoughts, whims, fantasy and desire

Lately I have humbled down to the boss I have served from last year,

And it boils down to it that I cannot have my clearance signed since this goddamn stupid sales director cannot freaking sign it.

I know most people avoid negativity, but you know guys and girls, choose your environment.

This is where you will grow and succeed to your truest form and potential