Happy Valentines!

When you did all you could but the only way out is through.

 

I love my sales job. Really. It’s been hectic and tough but I am struggling to do everything I can.

 

But if this is not for me I am unafraid to let it go.

 

Hallelujah

 

Happy valentines loves!!!

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Lately

I have been pretty depressed again

But working real hard !!!

😐

I realized I have been thinking too much of what I had gotten into

That I stopped to sleep well and cried over so many things that are painful but petty illogical unlikely causals

I never should have gotten myself into

Anyway

It’s just that life pretty much determines where we go from where we got up from

See,

I was never really a part of my family

That’s why lately my heart has this aching hole to find like, a home or a family, something like that.

Where do you find Spiderman or say, God?

How do you stay alive when you don’t eventually know where you put all your hard work for is going to go?

See what I mean,

I think too much. I fuck up a lot but Seriously, I have been working so hard been quite paranoid and lately, lonely

 

Where am I going

 

Are my dreams still made and ebbed in time?

 

TRY

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I just found this article online.

 

 

I realized this.

 

 

People will always be judgmental and will give you hints whether they like you or not. Life will always be unfair whether or not people are willing to place some conviction on the premise that the system will always run on winners and losers.

We are born with parents we never chose, a race we never agreed to, social financial backdrop we were bred and given raised to. Something that will always stay and be a part of us regardless of how we choose to be.

I’m just simply implying that sometimes, what we think or presume aint really the Truth. People fake things and it’s really hard to find kind, genuine individuals on earth.

When we finally find those, we should keep them around us, those people who actually care you’ve eaten and those who actually care if you found a home.

Disguises are pretty common.

Seek the truth behind those lenses, and you will find that reality is all pretense and people are fucked but we all just have that magic to hold onto whenever we feel alone.

Fill your life with people whom you look up to, and never succumb to the Judgments or whatever shitty presumptuous outlook people may tag or label you. It is after all, YOUR LIFE.

Know when to give, also when to give up. We are humans, and we always have doubts, weaknesses, feelings and needs

The struggle is not to survive living, the real surge comes from the notion of whether the people around us are actually THERE for us when we need them the most.

People leave, come and go.

A Reality is that the ones who TRULY love and respect us, will always find a way to make their presence be known

#LONERGIRL finding art, love, home.

Where is the love Truth peace??? 💲Find your voice ,  your place  , BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE

 

AND WORK HARD

 

NO MATTER WHERE YOU CAME FROM

 

OR WHAT YOUR SOCIAL FINANCIAL STATUS IS

 

LIFE WILL BE GONE ONE DAY

DREAM BIG LIVE A LITTLE

Away

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Or a restless leaf, a footprint.

Is fault on a blameless day,

scrawled on a washed-out sky.

 

My friend’s music orbits his home,

worms through the cracks

in the bluest lines, ever new

 

and permanent, staining even his hope

long after the lights stutter away.

And the rain’s attenuated sorrows?

 

They’re coming, he says. Like goats

through a fence. Like lava. Like tomorrow.

 

Copyright 2017 Robert Okaji

Easy Love.

I may always make mistakes and consume all those iced lattes from Starbucks and some of those capitalist bullshit, but dare I say despite not having any : family, friends, a someone to lean onto, there will be many misadventures yet to happen in my life, to wishing amnesia from all moments of despair and stress and catapulting loneliness or dementia or shit like crappy days to batshit memories or crazy yellings from mother to regretting I had this thing called a second Life.

Im wishing you grow up into the woman you are destined to be. Never forget those who cheered for you! Someday, you shall and will have a decent family and some company too. Real ones. XOXO, cheerios. 💄

 

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