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I just found this article online.

 

 

I realized this.

 

 

People will always be judgmental and will give you hints whether they like you or not. Life will always be unfair whether or not people are willing to place some conviction on the premise that the system will always run on winners and losers.

We are born with parents we never chose, a race we never agreed to, social financial backdrop we were bred and given raised to. Something that will always stay and be a part of us regardless of how we choose to be.

I’m just simply implying that sometimes, what we think or presume aint really the Truth. People fake things and it’s really hard to find kind, genuine individuals on earth.

When we finally find those, we should keep them around us, those people who actually care you’ve eaten and those who actually care if you found a home.

Disguises are pretty common.

Seek the truth behind those lenses, and you will find that reality is all pretense and people are fucked but we all just have that magic to hold onto whenever we feel alone.

Fill your life with people whom you look up to, and never succumb to the Judgments or whatever shitty presumptuous outlook people may tag or label you. It is after all, YOUR LIFE.

Know when to give, also when to give up. We are humans, and we always have doubts, weaknesses, feelings and needs

The struggle is not to survive living, the real surge comes from the notion of whether the people around us are actually THERE for us when we need them the most.

People leave, come and go.

A Reality is that the ones who TRULY love and respect us, will always find a way to make their presence be known

#LONERGIRL finding art, love, home.

Where is the love Truth peace??? 💲Find your voice ,  your place  , BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE

 

AND WORK HARD

 

NO MATTER WHERE YOU CAME FROM

 

OR WHAT YOUR SOCIAL FINANCIAL STATUS IS

 

LIFE WILL BE GONE ONE DAY

DREAM BIG LIVE A LITTLE

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Why Am I

You’re born, you know, the wrong names, wrong parents. I mean, that happens. You call yourself what you want to call yourself. This is the land of the free.

–  Bob Dylan
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Easy Love.

I may always make mistakes and consume all those iced lattes from Starbucks and some of those capitalist bullshit, but dare I say despite not having any : family, friends, a someone to lean onto, there will be many misadventures yet to happen in my life, to wishing amnesia from all moments of despair and stress and catapulting loneliness or dementia or shit like crappy days to batshit memories or crazy yellings from mother to regretting I had this thing called a second Life.

Im wishing you grow up into the woman you are destined to be. Never forget those who cheered for you! Someday, you shall and will have a decent family and some company too. Real ones. XOXO, cheerios. 💄

 

I Thank God Everyday :)

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Hello dear followers!

Thanks so much for going through some random stuff on my blog, I can’t believe you guys are 52 already and I mostly don’t even blog about random personal stuff

To be honest much has been going on lately, I missed the afterparty then also been overworking lately in my current work. It’s been almost a year, come about april, I want to reap a sale or two, God please.

I feel like maybe smoking a couple of weed could do it, rough jobs in sales are such a pity for introverts like me who pretty much overanalyze and foresight everything onto the equation

So anyway

I haven’t found my friends yet. Those change makers who come into your life like angels and wish your dream pull you up and never let go

Like,

Those people who really value you to see you make it real hard in this world and protect you from the harsh reality you already endured.

I wanna be around people who don’t take and undermine you and boss you around like you’re such a low status ranking peasant

and they’re like the queen biatches or kween bees of the world

nasty

enough to undercut your priceless existence

Ya know

Stay real

Haters gon’ hate

Stay gold.

Ps: please avoid people who always have their way /s with you, like asking for shit, toying with your feelings, treating ya differently in public vis-a-vis private, uncultured nondiscreet

company

Oh, you know uhm people who disclose gossip and low level conversations juxtapose that with bejeweled intellectual talk talk.

I am seriously depressed with the people who surround me.

It seems more likely to say that people you hold a pedestal to, having known them for them but actually having no idea on who they really, really are. Anyways I am heavily apologetic for this rant sesh.

Just been crazy lonely lately figuring out who I am like it’s high school again and wondering where my path lies this year

Learning that every challenge comes an opportunity

And treat people nicely despite the heartache

Of them treating you like a piece of shit (aka you dont exist in this space right here *  * )

I’ve gone through some terrible shit but not this social suicide

where you put your entire soul on a person and they just light a smoke and set a fire to burn your heart.

I rarely write about boys but really though, find someone who loves you

The real, unwitheld, facade-less genuine

you.

#HappyAlveoLife

#RaiseTheGame2018

#ConquerYourFears

#TakeChances / #TakeAim

Get up

gotta get going even though life fucks us up . Get baked. Smoke crack. Build foundations that hold you, carry you

Follow and look up to leaders who possess empathy and Truth

This is your life

you, millenial.

Gotta get get going

 

Speak out.

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Lately you will realize life is one blank page and nobody can ever really understand you and your life  how your soul works or your mind

runs.

Someday you will know that it is better to love yourself and listen to people genuinely to discern yourself than to give yourself full to another.

Make you change, don’t dwell too much and spark something that will count one day in the future. Stop relying on others to tell you how it’s like. Tell the world how you want your life to be. Behold, this is the new.