beauty in brokenness

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im still standing up

 

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dear darling

you are strong

you are great

you have reached 102

followers

though i cant vlog

know netflix

have a credit card

listen to audible

be in parties

be someone

im quite cool

chill

its okay

let the universe

roll

people judge

things that aren’t true

find rest and a home

in the Lord

always be faithful

☺ love

dreamers .

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dearest papa god

okay naman

buhay pa ko

nakakaiyak na 102 follows

na ako sa

wordpress

kahit di ko gaano

trip

buhay ko

buhay pa ko

nagaalala ako parati

sa nakaraan

sa kasalukuyan

sa mga taong sumakit ng loob ko at di na ko

kinausap

iniwan ganun

masaya naman ako

kahit walang pamilya

sanay na

maging magisa

the loner life chose me

diba

said some rough words

on my current boss

di kasi professional ang ugali

mali talaga trato sakin

dapat kasi pag may nakita kang ginto

 

aalagaan mo

 

tapos

sinabi niya pa

may nagsabi daw sakanya

na nag da-drive,

sa commons,

na sabihan ang tauhan mo

na tumingin bago tumawid haha

thats my trademark since berlin days

I literally jaywalk

I don’t care.

It’s not like this is cruel intentions and ryan is just gonna get in there and save reese witherspoon right haha

Di eto titanic

Kaya amp

Pakealam niyo

Do you know months days weeks

na ko di umuuwi sa amin

bakit kasi

di nalang ginawang probinsiya ang Malabon

anu na kaya nangyari sa banyo at kuwarto ko

may maid kami pero di linilinis yung part ko sa bahay

amp yung pinakaluma na ngayung kuwarto ko eh

hahaha chos

i miss my friends but they dont miss me!

after all

magkaiba kami ng buhay

sila, di kailangan mag street life lel

super duper

safe

hahahaha

as in like nasa bahay lang

di kailangan magtrabaho sa

labas

yaman yaman

hahaha

wala na ko masabe

malungkot lang na

di ako magiging writer sa Pilipinas

kahit anak nalang bigay niyo Lord

pero alam ko

tagal pa nun

haha

I kept eating lately

kasi parang nangayayat ako nung nakaraang last two weeks ng agosto

tambay bahay

naka team bahay lang

nasa condo lang hahaha

pa circuit circuit nung nakalabas

ahaha

oy by the way

as in kahapon lang ako kumain ng masarap 😦

dati tambayan ko army navy sa circuit

ngayon

di ko na trip

huhu

kaya natuwa nalang ako sa chicken pie ng bannaple sigh

culinary philippines

nag isaw nalang dapat oy

haha

tas kanina lang ako nakakain ng grabe sarap

as in coco ibanya estancia kakaibabe talaga

service is excellente par excellance

tapos kahit mahal busog diba

eh di wow din I chugged down a whole box of pizza

8 slices nom nom

masaya naman kanina

parang pede talaga ko mag give up sa company

pero nag start na ko sa sales

kaya tuloy mo lang

isipin mo

kahit di ko gusto yung posisiyon ko ngayon

balang araw kahit san man ako

aangat din

salamat sa lahat ng taong nag care sakin tapos talagang nagsabi na bilib sila

na malakas potential ko

na salamat sa oras

diba?

props to those people I respect na sinabihan talaga ko lupet daw lodi

di lang ako basta basta tumatanggap ng kritisismo

lalo na kung ikaw mas bata pa sakin

tapos di kita trip

tapos kung anu ano sinasabi na magaling ako ganon

idgaf motherfucker

di ka boss sa Ayala

K

haha

kadiri talaga teammates ko

pangarap ko eto

1 be very busy as of the moment

2 plan your life for 2019

3 okay lang second runner up …actually secondplacer dapat ang tawag ulol , sa guest awarding for august pft wtv sabi kasi ako daw top manloloko sinungaling wtv losers

4 umahon ka ‘day

5 kahit di ko mashow sa world talents ko, aware ako na malayo mararating ng mga ginagawa ko

6 at talagang aesthetically inclined ako sa mga sinig at iba pa

7 ok lang di ako dancer

8 sensiya na

9 balak ko tumbahin ang mundo balang araw

10 at sumabak

sa bawat laban haharapin.

Amen haha sarreh don’t rly pray um uh

πŸ¦πŸ¦„

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING

tut mer leid

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dearest people of wordpress

i have decided to stop updating my ig stories

nobody follows me on ig anyway *wink

and um i can probably spend more time reading the political plight of our world today

fyi in high school i was awarded best reader

i read a lot in elementary and high school but college came

and i never knew i would have to be a lazy reader

muaha

now as an adult im really terrifyingly lazy to pick up a book and finish it

sorry for bookworms

im just really such a skimmer

tss

haha

anyway

awhile ago

i signed a new contract

lol akala mo record label ang dating amp

ahaha

new contract like um towards a new …

job ?

am actually not afraid to get kicked out of ortigas

would probably be sad to leave royalton imperium and maven

but um

got to git extra cash ya know

im like 26 and life has not been very good since 22

when I was 21 I was hot sexy and chix

like got A’s from Laurel Fantauzzo (is this the correct spelling)

class

and then fully realized

I was a born writer.

the story, THIS

journey

will never end

until I get a gist of the write path

haha

btw i hate being racisized

or being called quiet

i was surprised my current boss always shhs the hell outta me

yesterday was the day that felt 100 years

i had like 15 guests headcount

sa ayala sobra dami na yun noh

sa ortigas di nila kinacount per head

so accredited lang is

8 guests

lol

pero ya know

first time ako sinabihan nang manager ko na “good job for today !”

in this professional text

i was like, nyaha

finally

pinuri din

lol

i miss my no. 1 boss in the world

you know him

hahahaha

hay anyways away from the awkwardness

i feel like im getting fatter

i miss my german

ya know

like um

libangan ko sa buhay is timezone

and magaling talaga ko, mag hoard

mag shopping ganun

like talaga choosy ako chos

hahaha

magaling

namiss ko na nga mag ukay sa baguio

hayst

bumili ako relo kanina longines

tama ba spelling ahaha

so anyway im starting to drift by

sana matupad lahat ng pangarap ko

and first time ko nakita si lloyd cervantes

nakasmile

kahapon

WAW

usually binabara ako nun huhu

pero oks lang

IBA parin ian casem vertex

pero tapos na un

diba???

move on na sherry

hahaha

imba

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by the way

nabasa ko pala

 

dapat no. 1 self promoter mo is you daw

dgaf daw sa iba

pake mu tingin nila sayu

lalo na mga tsismis na yan

 

ayy di naman totoo

 

ahahah

tapos

 

sabi sa youtube (sorry being an agent makes me dumber than usual haha)

dapat inaaccept rejections daw

 

lalo na sa sales

o diba ms alveo won that sa answer niya

ahaha

amp

lel

black

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hey all

thanks for 96 follows

i think i found my trademark

 

black polish

 

ahahah

 

hay

 

i feel so alone but

ya know

we have to keep going

 

nobody is really gonna carry us home

just glad

even tho

my fam situation sux

i got tons of blessings

and people i love.

xoxo

sign

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no matter what situation you are in, you can always choose to be positive and happy. channel your inner energy into positive vibrations and let karma do the rest.

i had a gr88 day today @ cash and carry makati

my favourite mall none the usual

i hope i reach my dreams

have 100 follows

forgive and forget

focus on

myself

my worth

my growth

the things i do everyday

the decisions i make

fast forward time

heals

all if not

most

wounds.

the wind just drifts by