nyeta

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yung feeling na

tataba ka sa lifestyle mo

haha

currently unemployed

after a year of working

mga lagpas six months din

mediyo wasak

pagod

kulang sa tulog kain

kaya tumataba

dati payat talaga ko po

138 lbs like 65 kg

normal for five feet almost six heights

anyways um

it truly is dawn

i cennet sleep i am super excited for work

finally blocked na nanay ko for life

sana mabilanggo siya

haha

tatay ko naman talaga never naging tatay eh

kuripot pareho

lolz

sana kahit mabigo ako di ako mag papaapekto

tuloy lang

btw went to santa mesa

bought someshit again

truly feels the xmas vibes

never been to a halloween party

since birth

shhh

haha

im not scared anymore of horror movies

or zombies

wag lang ako tulakin ulit sa outbreak manila

grabe kaampon yun

nabangga nang tods

nachip ngipin ko huehue

kaya tumaba nang bongga

like 60kg motherfucka

i lost ten pounds na or twenty

parang twenty

kaso i need to lose 65 pounds to go back to 65 kg lala noh

grabe yung mga nag paiyak sakin

alam mo talaga ang mundo

alam natin sino yung totoong mabait

alam nang diyos

kahit wala akong magulang

aayusin niya lahat

thank you lord

sana kagaya ni chinkee tan marunong na ko mag tipid wehe

wag na po ako tawaging ate

ugh hahahaha

ha ha ho ho

let em haters go

gotta be kind

to be rise to the top

πŸŒŸπŸ–€πŸ‘’

what matters most in your life?

to me its sleep self care which im not good at

art

love

lifestyle

photos

friends and lovers

memories

faded

but

forever mine

xx xx

sherr

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Bang it like i told ya

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MissΒ  cads

The ocean

Traveling

Beats

Drums

Guitars

Piano

Fast cars

Where will I be going

Wru Boss Gad 🐒

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Holly Hills

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Dear shebangerz

Is the world fucking ending??

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Sometimes

I don’t fuckin

Know

Who I am

Anymore.

 

 

It’s like I did everything for sales.

Got dumped

Got caught plenty times.

 

I even chased after my enemies

Like high school bullies

Or my kind aunt whom might not like me or something

I am doing everything.

To my moms bestie whom she ranted off all my goddamn flaws

To clients who make you hope again

Feels like Im going on a birthday suit and drinking my espresso having no gun to shoot myself.

Cheers to staying in sales.

SalutπŸ˜†πŸ™πŸ’™πŸ’‹πŸ‘…

Too many things

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So heres Whiz Khalifa in Saint Laurent.

Tomorrow I dunno what to expect

I just learned to drown the noise in

From things that get too much on my head

That literally

I just wanna scream

Where is my sale

 

I dont even pine for a boyfriend

But I always remember the books that got me by high school;

the books in class academically

Assigned to us

 

The A’s I never pretended I could get whatever I aimed for

 

The movie, “The First Time”.

the guy in college I thought,

I actually like.

 

 

The many, many haunted things and specified images that haunt my head

the decisions I am making,

 

the laundry lady who was witty and pretty

who told me I am young to be 26

— tomorrow.

 

It suddenly rained tonight.

Maybe

 

the universe is weeping for my age

@ 25 got not much– money friends family feelings,

 

 

How do you drown those noises unwanted

those people who are assholes

 

Those people who actually are so selfish and don’t care enough that

you invited them

asking who is on the guest list

asking if they can leave early.

 

 

So why bother going ???