Choose Love Faith Happiness

 

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I am drinking

Three Mcdonalds drinks

One is the coffee float

Two are the iced coffee vanilla since its 3am and they got no more coffee float heaven

Im sad broken continuously praying and asking for guidance clarity faith sound mind and soul

All my life

I have never felt truly blessed

I have been bleeding but the blessings keep me going

The life I experience outside

The art and beauty of it

The nonsense and pain of sales

The ignorance of cruelty

The joy of happiness

Hope & Fortitude

Wishin you ans my prayers

Guard my heart

I am a winner

Because I am forever yours

Best.

Atenean

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why it pays to be kind humble and smart 

nowadays ive been on the hunt for genuine happiness. facebook has been such a joy giver all the pages or blogs per se i follow post some ridiculous on point (pardon the jargon) shit that totally meshes well or like, um relates well in my life, speaking of, I keep ordering mcdonalds delivery food, note the double iced coffee for my caffeine boost and extra virgin vanilla jk lawl ive been dealing heavy stuff lately. I mean my blog means the world to me as it is my baby. It really makes me happy someone, you probably don’t know, but a simple like can make my day bloom.

It has been 35 days since I resigned. I have gone through emotional whirlwinds I cannot myself comprehend. Done shit as an agent I couldn’t fuckin compromise as it goes against my logic and identity… Things such as

1 begging clients in chinese, translating chinese, helping my teammates …former,speak in chinese hilariously

2 chasing richies

3 giving my card and having small talk la la

4 enjoying the fuck out of my job

… i feel like my life died a bit when i left sales

Good thing, Ms J …lets just call her that, came to my rescue last September 4 like omg I was getting bully vibes from my teammates but nonetheless, Karma is there to teach us humility and patience,

So I met this lady who gave me her card.

I got deep, deep salute to her as she is the Girl Boss I always always will follow and admire …hello Dior, my first official girl boss.

Also Ms Mary Chinjen, shout out to you,

I hope you both will make my journey worthwhile and teach me lessons worth more than a golden minefield.

To my Taiwan experience, goodbye. Also, Alveo. Good bye.

Love you all.

xx Sher 2018

pls dont be scared

keep the faith

the rest will follow

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distance &faith

im quite happy beyond odds

ive liked my own post four times

not expecting anyone to like this anymore

but will keep fighting

my back

*

i cannot believe

i was able

to make it

to

circuit makati

tonight

like

i got invited for a free event

then

all of a sudden

i went there

was thirty min late

and the lady outside the booth promoting stuff ushered me like cray

i mean

there were no ushers

i was so blessed nakarating ako

tapos

first time ko manuod

sobrang ganda

like when i entered it felt like a bar slash boxing ring feel

pitched black,

then i just listend to ate telling me which direction to go

that was the highlight i guess

people guiding you when you feel lost as fuck

like

dying inside

rebirth

renewal

letting go

putting walls down

efforts that remain unanswered

sobrang deep

may pa ballet dance pa

waw

and talk about death

such a meaning full pre halloween for me

i wished my mom wer there to watch with me

😚

so many tears flood this 2018

keep going, strong woman

 

nyeta

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yung feeling na

tataba ka sa lifestyle mo

haha

currently unemployed

after a year of working

mga lagpas six months din

mediyo wasak

pagod

kulang sa tulog kain

kaya tumataba

dati payat talaga ko po

138 lbs like 65 kg

normal for five feet almost six heights

anyways um

it truly is dawn

i cennet sleep i am super excited for work

finally blocked na nanay ko for life

sana mabilanggo siya

haha

tatay ko naman talaga never naging tatay eh

kuripot pareho

lolz

sana kahit mabigo ako di ako mag papaapekto

tuloy lang

btw went to santa mesa

bought someshit again

truly feels the xmas vibes

never been to a halloween party

since birth

shhh

haha

im not scared anymore of horror movies

or zombies

wag lang ako tulakin ulit sa outbreak manila

grabe kaampon yun

nabangga nang tods

nachip ngipin ko huehue

kaya tumaba nang bongga

like 60kg motherfucka

i lost ten pounds na or twenty

parang twenty

kaso i need to lose 65 pounds to go back to 65 kg lala noh

grabe yung mga nag paiyak sakin

alam mo talaga ang mundo

alam natin sino yung totoong mabait

alam nang diyos

kahit wala akong magulang

aayusin niya lahat

thank you lord

sana kagaya ni chinkee tan marunong na ko mag tipid wehe

wag na po ako tawaging ate

ugh hahahaha

ha ha ho ho

let em haters go

gotta be kind

to be rise to the top

🌟🖤👢

what matters most in your life?

to me its sleep self care which im not good at

art

love

lifestyle

photos

friends and lovers

memories

faded

but

forever mine

xx xx

sherr

Holly Hills

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Dear shebangerz

Is the world fucking ending??

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Sometimes

I don’t fuckin

Know

Who I am

Anymore.

 

 

It’s like I did everything for sales.

Got dumped

Got caught plenty times.

 

I even chased after my enemies

Like high school bullies

Or my kind aunt whom might not like me or something

I am doing everything.

To my moms bestie whom she ranted off all my goddamn flaws

To clients who make you hope again

Feels like Im going on a birthday suit and drinking my espresso having no gun to shoot myself.

Cheers to staying in sales.

Salut😆🙏💙💋👅