Love

Never beg for love

I recently went on a trip with my fam.

My best friend from college met us unexpectantly

Lately I am depressed

What can I do

Ayala Land Corp

kicked me out of the company.

Sa sobrang depressed ko, di man lang ako makapag post sa FB or IG nang trip namen. Nakakapipi yung deadma lang talaga pamilya mo sayo kahit gano kalake problema mo

Kahit gano ka lumalaban

Araw araw

Wala din naman si Lord jan

Nasaan po kayo

Do you really care about me ?

Bakit ko nakilala si jovy

Bakit parati nalang ako nasasaktan

Bakit wala kayong ibinigay or ibibigay

Bakit di ko ever mareach yung quota ko or yung pangarap ko man lang na yumaman at magkapamilya

Why do you give people we meet

Then fall in love with

Getting us hurt.

Which legacy do I left behind

Or, that silent girl who in the beginning was never meant or made for sales

It’s rather obvious I love my boss

Sila lang nagpatibay sakin sa kumpanya

I really got no friends there.

When I leave they will just say this “quiet” girl oughtta leave

Like golly

I have never met somebody who leaves me and uses me like I am a money bank all the time

Seryoso

May konsyensya ba mga taong ganern

Grabe kasi eh

Sobrang hurt

Kung yung mga boss lang sa Ayala nagpapatibay nang loob ko

At wala akong panghahawakan

Willing na willing ako lumipat

Sa ibang kumpanya dahil no choice naman mga Intsik na tulad ko

Magtrabaho

——-

Art cant feed you

But the people you meet and treasure will surely leave behind a legacy

Boss Gad

Boss Gerry

Boss Ian

Elai Arzadon

Ate Che (though you hate me)

Guess these are my last words

So much for you. Ayala

I had your back

For like a year and a half month

Where and what are you

Success is a mystery

Where do I find the golden egg

What impact do I leave.

They barely know me

My powers

And disbelief belief in God.

What an ever.

So much for love also

What sacrifice really

When an asshole just treats

You like ____

Um hey Im a girl too.

Love is finding your voice.

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I Thank God Everyday :)

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Hello dear followers!

Thanks so much for going through some random stuff on my blog, I can’t believe you guys are 52 already and I mostly don’t even blog about random personal stuff

To be honest much has been going on lately, I missed the afterparty then also been overworking lately in my current work. It’s been almost a year, come about april, I want to reap a sale or two, God please.

I feel like maybe smoking a couple of weed could do it, rough jobs in sales are such a pity for introverts like me who pretty much overanalyze and foresight everything onto the equation

So anyway

I haven’t found my friends yet. Those change makers who come into your life like angels and wish your dream pull you up and never let go

Like,

Those people who really value you to see you make it real hard in this world and protect you from the harsh reality you already endured.

I wanna be around people who don’t take and undermine you and boss you around like you’re such a low status ranking peasant

and they’re like the queen biatches or kween bees of the world

nasty

enough to undercut your priceless existence

Ya know

Stay real

Haters gon’ hate

Stay gold.

Ps: please avoid people who always have their way /s with you, like asking for shit, toying with your feelings, treating ya differently in public vis-a-vis private, uncultured nondiscreet

company

Oh, you know uhm people who disclose gossip and low level conversations juxtapose that with bejeweled intellectual talk talk.

I am seriously depressed with the people who surround me.

It seems more likely to say that people you hold a pedestal to, having known them for them but actually having no idea on who they really, really are. Anyways I am heavily apologetic for this rant sesh.

Just been crazy lonely lately figuring out who I am like it’s high school again and wondering where my path lies this year

Learning that every challenge comes an opportunity

And treat people nicely despite the heartache

Of them treating you like a piece of shit (aka you dont exist in this space right here *  * )

I’ve gone through some terrible shit but not this social suicide

where you put your entire soul on a person and they just light a smoke and set a fire to burn your heart.

I rarely write about boys but really though, find someone who loves you

The real, unwitheld, facade-less genuine

you.

#HappyAlveoLife

#RaiseTheGame2018

#ConquerYourFears

#TakeChances / #TakeAim

Get up

gotta get going even though life fucks us up . Get baked. Smoke crack. Build foundations that hold you, carry you

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This is your life

you, millenial.

Gotta get get going