speechless ft go sing a song

shoot for the moon, so that when you fall you will land amongst the stars

 

i can’t thank the lord enough how much it took me to resign and bring back the faith i got

restoration

you may,call it

i have been working my ass off double shift since january

i was completely terrified

getting kicked out of real estate

getting tormented and laughed at by wicked bosses

dignity

yun lang ang masasabi

mga pangarap,anu pinapaglaban mo

kalimutan na

ang mga nananakit

isipin

may bagong araw,oras,panahon sa isang araw

okay lang di niyo ko tawagan, pamilya ko

tuloy lang ako sa mundo.

wala man love life

ayos

okay na okay gud

tapos natutuwa ako

naka divi magisa guy

hahaha

music is my everything

my soulmate, best friend, comforter

my reliever

so am not too religious

but universe

thanks a mil

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macbeth

download-2

just around the corner

so like yestuhday i took my insurance exam like a pro __ um

i really didn’t study much so i quite predicted to say sorry i failed the test since it has 50 items and the mock exams were quite difficult to understand……

then

a miracle happened, all my sleepless nights worrying turned out real mighty fine as i took the exam around 15 min since computerized and time limit and all and you gotta have a username

mine was st.chan@acevariable

um

i had a great time last oct 24 -25 since

i went to the gym then was able to buy at kevins toy store 100 php real cool collectible toys probably from clash of clans

they also sell ninja turtle

pero mejo hype

kaya i went with the unique quirky cool ones

check my ig they’re there.

then

the next morning as always unable to have a sleep cycle i basically ordered yet another mcdonalds delivery but this time it was the best as it arrived no sooner than ten minutes and the two piece chix was so delish like uhhhm

then i grab then arrived at un ave…

didn’t know

what to expect

i hate exams since sales made me dumber people watching…

but ey

i passed oh waw

didn’t breathe

for like fifteen minutes

trauma na ko sa exam

kasi like the last exam sa ortigas training  (they literally have a lot of training) … my seatmate checked my answer wrong when it was right.

tapos ako pag mag check nung sakanya kahit mali spelling check nalang like i just gauged it on his deviance more than the regular academic precision

but he naman on the other hand corrected my super duper minor mistakes like maybe my handwriting was not legible for his understanding.

the worse

was making my right answer wrong to the point i had to ask a random girl seatmate on the left if tama ba yung sagot

hay

i woulda gotten three or like two dumb mistakes lang but i got like around 4.5 or 5 mistakes thanks to him

actually 2 mistakes lang

pero the trainor gio praised me naman

tapos ako lang nakapasok from our so called team sa training room

since my then boss threatened me of salary deduction if i didn’t come

lol

may sakit pa ko non

grabe noh

anyway

enough about it

im quite ecstatic napasa ko yung license exam

i was ready to fail pero waw

and btw glorietta 3 and 4 are the best

hehe

never ko na appreciate since always manning ako since 2017 sa ayala malls greenbelt and glorietta

di ko alam ano na mangyari sakin

sira yung circadian rhythm ko huhuhuhu

ilang weeks na kong zombie

100 years na

since 2009

nag move out ako dorm na sa college di nakakatulog

hay

sleep is life pa naman

sana naman maging maayos na

tipidera pa kasi sobrang takot ako walang allowance

tapos may client na nag offer nanaman nang job

tama na pls

sobrang dami na kong nakilala this year tbh na gusto ako ihire

eh

dream ko lang naman magkastore na street vibes hay hay buhay

walang pondo

my fashion designer dreams died

but i still doodle.

dunno about ma though

mediyo mahal

hirap na magaral pag nagtatrabaho ka na

unless kaya mo ibalance

ok thanks bye

sorry for the rant

im so tired the whole motherfucking year

met tons of people

spoke

i hope i get my voice heard

this time

up to the next years

oh so cool

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hey all

ive revamped my blog

someone unfollowed

me

but its okay

i became my 111st follower.

some days are so boring

but i always try to be cooler than cool.

to live in the moment

style your illusions

live practically

treasure the little things

find stuff make you happy

Chivalry is dead.

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hey loves

im in sm megamall

manning

its been 7 hours

but hella worth it

ive been watching so much people

and their graphic tee

slang words

and

musicality of human beings

este

taste

sobrang bano ng mga ka manning ko

bweset.

 

why does the world rock inside my head

but i always cannot choose

the situation

im in

kailan ako magtitimpi

sobrang tagal na

walang benta

alam ko

ala tutulong saken

lahat nang ginawa ko

ako lang makakagawa

ty lord sa lakas

batak talaga imo

 

haha

mga bading nakaupo sa booth

grabe

 

such gentleman

oh well

 

 

more work for me

 

-boo hoo

class

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hey ya all.

today.

the last day of September.

woke up at 5am.

slept around 2am.

yesterday, sept. 29

i gave my flyer to a stranger from my college.

he mumbled “thanks”.

i dunno but i liked him.

but i guess we don’t have the same level of class.

like .i aint yo rich gurl

get what i mean

anyway.

today went well at work.

yesterday too.

glad to be back.

i really appreciate rich people who tell me some apology that they cant buy at the moment.

i changed my tone already in my style.

barely begged.

usually

i did. like

push people

but now

i just want a sale.

first time to be early early like hello kuya guard and cleaner

same time like the old times.

i used to log in at circuit around 5am and write amdg.

quite sad my crush is alive but barely noticed me.

or probably saw an embarassing version of myself running.

geez

hehe

oh wells.

its okay sherry.

dont share anymore fb stories.

people dont care.

its okay.

not to be okay.

but im always okay.

mehehe

toodles

love ya all betchez.

takecare

 

blessing

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hey guys

thanks for 106

ive decided to be more optimistic

and honest or like um

straightforward

.

am really sorry i only follow 3 blogs

i even unfollowed myself on wordpress

im

really

grateful

just got home in my makati condo

i sorta impulse buy

some black pants

the one im wearing in the photo

and a brown shirt

hehe

im getting my comm on monday!

wish me luck

im so happy i got home safely today

i spent 350 going from malabon to makati

i rode the p2p bus carrying so much stuff on my alveo paper bag

thanks so much y’all

i hope that sometimes you realize

that it hurts that someone you love doesn’t love you back

but you be happy and keep going anyway

thanks so much

much love and always

ps : maintenance is more important than progress

and true love is different from great love ?

haha really

haven’t met mine yet

kudos !

I Thank God Everyday :)

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Hello dear followers!

Thanks so much for going through some random stuff on my blog, I can’t believe you guys are 52 already and I mostly don’t even blog about random personal stuff

To be honest much has been going on lately, I missed the afterparty then also been overworking lately in my current work. It’s been almost a year, come about april, I want to reap a sale or two, God please.

I feel like maybe smoking a couple of weed could do it, rough jobs in sales are such a pity for introverts like me who pretty much overanalyze and foresight everything onto the equation

So anyway

I haven’t found my friends yet. Those change makers who come into your life like angels and wish your dream pull you up and never let go

Like,

Those people who really value you to see you make it real hard in this world and protect you from the harsh reality you already endured.

I wanna be around people who don’t take and undermine you and boss you around like you’re such a low status ranking peasant

and they’re like the queen biatches or kween bees of the world

nasty

enough to undercut your priceless existence

Ya know

Stay real

Haters gon’ hate

Stay gold.

Ps: please avoid people who always have their way /s with you, like asking for shit, toying with your feelings, treating ya differently in public vis-a-vis private, uncultured nondiscreet

company

Oh, you know uhm people who disclose gossip and low level conversations juxtapose that with bejeweled intellectual talk talk.

I am seriously depressed with the people who surround me.

It seems more likely to say that people you hold a pedestal to, having known them for them but actually having no idea on who they really, really are. Anyways I am heavily apologetic for this rant sesh.

Just been crazy lonely lately figuring out who I am like it’s high school again and wondering where my path lies this year

Learning that every challenge comes an opportunity

And treat people nicely despite the heartache

Of them treating you like a piece of shit (aka you dont exist in this space right here *  * )

I’ve gone through some terrible shit but not this social suicide

where you put your entire soul on a person and they just light a smoke and set a fire to burn your heart.

I rarely write about boys but really though, find someone who loves you

The real, unwitheld, facade-less genuine

you.

#HappyAlveoLife

#RaiseTheGame2018

#ConquerYourFears

#TakeChances / #TakeAim

Get up

gotta get going even though life fucks us up . Get baked. Smoke crack. Build foundations that hold you, carry you

Follow and look up to leaders who possess empathy and Truth

This is your life

you, millenial.

Gotta get get going