nyeta

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yung feeling na

tataba ka sa lifestyle mo

haha

currently unemployed

after a year of working

mga lagpas six months din

mediyo wasak

pagod

kulang sa tulog kain

kaya tumataba

dati payat talaga ko po

138 lbs like 65 kg

normal for five feet almost six heights

anyways um

it truly is dawn

i cennet sleep i am super excited for work

finally blocked na nanay ko for life

sana mabilanggo siya

haha

tatay ko naman talaga never naging tatay eh

kuripot pareho

lolz

sana kahit mabigo ako di ako mag papaapekto

tuloy lang

btw went to santa mesa

bought someshit again

truly feels the xmas vibes

never been to a halloween party

since birth

shhh

haha

im not scared anymore of horror movies

or zombies

wag lang ako tulakin ulit sa outbreak manila

grabe kaampon yun

nabangga nang tods

nachip ngipin ko huehue

kaya tumaba nang bongga

like 60kg motherfucka

i lost ten pounds na or twenty

parang twenty

kaso i need to lose 65 pounds to go back to 65 kg lala noh

grabe yung mga nag paiyak sakin

alam mo talaga ang mundo

alam natin sino yung totoong mabait

alam nang diyos

kahit wala akong magulang

aayusin niya lahat

thank you lord

sana kagaya ni chinkee tan marunong na ko mag tipid wehe

wag na po ako tawaging ate

ugh hahahaha

ha ha ho ho

let em haters go

gotta be kind

to be rise to the top

🌟🖤👢

what matters most in your life?

to me its sleep self care which im not good at

art

love

lifestyle

photos

friends and lovers

memories

faded

but

forever mine

xx xx

sherr

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tengene.

3k nalang natira sa pera ko lololol

ayoko magwithdraw sa banko

hahaha

grabe maggastos si ateng

kanina nakabili ako nang jansport bag na 250 can ya believe it?! sa makati lang

lols

grabe mga hole in the walls

marami ka talaga mahahanap

i overspent tho sa mga accessories mehe

kaso oks lang

grabe nakabili ako na black pants leggings yas for 250

kaso the rest of it um

haha napunta sa mga body sprays and shzz

hahaha

gastosera

oks lang地

di naman maubusan nang gas trolol

today

was awesum

☝🏻💪🖤👊😂

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don’t give any fox

meganon na patapos na yung taon tapos mapapa…wtf ka sa mga desisyon na ginawa mo. kunwari nalang, paglipat mo sa ibang developer. isa pa doon, yung nalipat ka nga without applying pero sa masamang division ka naman tapos yung A game boss na sobrang kupal at mayabang at may kotse grabe kadeadma sayo mas maganda pa porma mo sakanya noong sales rally, pero nung triny mo lumipat nang grupo grabe ka sermon inabot mo sakanya parang nasalanta nang ompong tas binaha at linipad nang hangin ang tingin doon kasi grabe mag insulto tapos nangingi nabang sa weakness mo na sensitive ka

sinabihan ka pang prinsesa ka ba

oc ka ba

nyak

haha

sabi pa may problema daw ako

kahit saang developer daw ako mapunta

wala raw magbabago

ulol

wala akong na meet sa buhay ko na ang lakas nang loob manlait sakin in person , wish ko sana marecord yun ulet para marinig at makita nang iba for proof

pero for some personal safety state ko nalang nang mas maayos na reason, basic reason bakit ako muna aalis

kasi alam mo

tao ako

di ako checke pang loi

kaya kung may galit ka sa intsik

wag mo ko idamay don

grabe kung maka snob

tapos kakausapin ka lang pasimple na dapat may checke na sa verdant this october

wala na tatalab sa ugali

di mo narin mababalik o mababawi mga sinalita mo

as for this person who chatted me and i added back

i just don’t like what you do to me

i only ride on my own

and if you can’t keep a straight face in public

not much i can say

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you know what i did all i could

this year was the worst but truly worth the risk

jack ma says at your 20s keep making mistakes

you will find your people too

and never let anyone

take your power, abuse you, use you, talk shit to you

especially men

as for ladies who throw shade

and both genders who disrespect and cannot appreciate you

stop being kind to them

cry if you have to.

I cried last night in a resto eating paella as I left the most boring edm party ever

it felt like the gin I drank was PG 13 fresh from college back at eighteen sipping bar drinks

lol

am glad jack ma said to make mistakes

i am only 26

been through a lot

sales has been a killer

i will fight for and come back

to win

ps : thanks lord sa mga taong inisip ko nang bigyan nang regalo sa pasko

konti lang sila

salamat sa mga maginoong mga tunay na lalake

di mga beki na ewan ba

haha

byes!

nonchalance

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so i have secretly accepted that there are many many things places people situations pain suffering etc in the world i cannot change

i cannot change where i come from

i cannot change the past

i cannot

undo forget all the reality that is happening

and the people around me

but what i can change is myself

my regrowth

my beginning

my disposition in life

apparently

my metamorphosis

Chivalry is dead.

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hey loves

im in sm megamall

manning

its been 7 hours

but hella worth it

ive been watching so much people

and their graphic tee

slang words

and

musicality of human beings

este

taste

sobrang bano ng mga ka manning ko

bweset.

 

why does the world rock inside my head

but i always cannot choose

the situation

im in

kailan ako magtitimpi

sobrang tagal na

walang benta

alam ko

ala tutulong saken

lahat nang ginawa ko

ako lang makakagawa

ty lord sa lakas

batak talaga imo

 

haha

mga bading nakaupo sa booth

grabe

 

such gentleman

oh well

 

 

more work for me

 

-boo hoo

Dance

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the light is coming

halloween is here

sherr be slayin

kudos to independent life

buhbye parentals

the hell with you all

all meaning my family

except for mac

thanks universe

always guiding me since 22

what a rough time

awhile ago

i saw a shirt that said

“retired teenager”

hahaha

wishing for wellness

healing

growing pains

Bullying

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All my life I have been a silent child, up to responsible sensible young adult who can drive at seventeen to a sweet rebel teenager who can stand up and fight for herself

I can handle people throwing shade at me as I know how to fight back and scream in silence but what I cannot most tolerate are the treatment my parents have shown since birth

All they do is complain they spent a million on my studies, a million on my operation, which by the way was so critical looking back I wished God whomever He is took me already

To cut it short, someday I know I can tell with bright fiery eyes and gleam how I was raised in an abusive household. Up to now that I am a working twenty something, I left all my so called friends who have decent parents and travel and have a social life.

My heart burns with hatred but nobody should judge that. Everytime I go home my mom manages to say something unkind, or just last night my dad told me, if my attitude stays the same, then nobody will come near me.

It was hurtful how he delivered it. I was simply listening at my earphones music blasting that I had nonchalantly closed the door. It was barely loud but I guess the crickets were banging that it was apparently audible.

In my heart I have humbled a sense not to cry anymore over nonsense things. But it shookt me that he really is a patriarch old man who cannot modernize his ways, who always treat others better, who cannot accept girls in the family.

I am the first born and only girl

Many times some dear people told me not to be self pity to myself, but other times you simply cannot help it

Being emo, being so hard on yourself to the point your current boss tells you be happy and not be emo

So anyway point is Im growing up

I wish to finally break the curse of the rebellious teenage angst me and live a life of my own alone. Financially capable and knows how the world works.

Thank you for reading.

If ever you do.

Happy October.