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You just know when you have written the stars already but it begs to be rewritten. I often crave for stability but people will never see my persistent desire to free myself from the shackles of society, unmended but unbent and unbroken

Jk Rowling did not became an author if she had not faced and of her demons unfazed and conpletely fought for her rights.

In this real world, nobody gives a shit where you came from, what your mission here is, what your intent lies.

All they care about is what they get from the situation

I realised how, if ever we got our constants to have our backs then we would never beg for us to become prone to self reliance.

Our intelligent and wit is our greatest enemy and weapon.

If we let society mule and control us, we would be killing our self joy and pride.

Ego drives us to the goal, but patience is the key to our happiness behind the lenses of oppresion and belligerent suffering.

 

Know nothing

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The personal is the political

My voice is lost.

By doing so many routines, like paying bills, tryna overlook the future, moving on to further heights, armageddon hurt

Losing your power is like losing your self, your boss, your ally.

What we mirror becomes our reality.

Sometimes we go too far in life, we forget the fact that we too have weaknesses which people use against us.

It is too rare nowadays for people to just …be themselves.

The farther you go, the realization sinks in.

There were some people who really believed in you, whether they have destroyed you or made you more mature.

Their words hurt.

But you know,

It is up to you to become so affected to the noise.

Up to you.

To listen.

To be patient.

Practice patience.

We get all what we deserve.

Only God knows what we are up to.

Achilles heel.

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I will never forget this day I got hold up by the world and felt compromised in a way that I mirrored myself through reflections and thoughts and analyzed them and finally figured out how people easily see through me and I reframed my mind and weakness to the point it was becoming a struggle to become myself since I don’t know if I should change and play the games of this wild world or stay true to who I am where the lotus in me broke and that inner child died and was replaced by a bloody version eager to prey on others as to which my journey continues on how do I handle problems like a monkey, an adult, or a lion.

 

Will I keep on this game and continue it like an adult and be influenced by the deadly world, or do I retreat in my sanctuary and still be myself, listen to the still, small voice and wait.

For change to come

Where is my million

Why do I have to endure bloodshot eyes and bloodshed and recognize the lack of validity love structure support spine in my family…the root cause of evil, the main reason I got shookt and taken by societal norms and dunno whether to conform and fight for myself or face moral obligation as a mere mortal and surrender everything to God.

 

Only He knows my true worth and struggle

 

Please pray for me.

 

Am I done in sales or is life truly just a matter of playing hide and seek

Of deceit and figures

Disillusionment and illusion

Will I throw away my sanity and literature world to this futile collaborative, destructive world of mortal combat

Or take everything literally and lose my world of literature, adventure, sense, being, time, philosophy, moral values, my distinction of right and wrong.

When does this life end?…when will my suffering end

I figured I should just put a stop to sales. I have harbored enough hatred and disfigured negativity and am tired of playing poker cards chess horsemanship when they cannot even back me up

So much for you,

Ayala Land Premier

What brand

Ortigas & Company

Love the brand, hate the people culture and bigotry and hurt they piled up inside my heart and made me a human monster

-how not to be influenced by others, become a noncomformist

When you were born a fucked up leader and born to stand out in a world of lies continuing to hurt and manipulate you?!

Sherry,

Forever my friend and constant enemy

Sobrang hirap mamuhay pag nagiba values mo.

Kahit manalo ka, tibay parin ang lakas na alam mo nasa lugar ka

And hindi ka ever vinulgar nang mundo, ibang tao, impuwensiya at iba pa

 

So much for society

I have killed myself and reborn myself a million years for sales

Trumped persistence and trumped everything over and over again

Kneeled and bowed down to my own biological parents, who shookted me into the world, constantly apologized for people who will never understand me and see my worth.

 

Thanks to the people who truly supported me

Ms Dior and Boss Gad

I always struck by Alveo because of the bosses

They were my three kings

I was the constant

That was my world in the past

Now I think exiting sales after a day of training in Ayala Land Premier should be worth it

Never regret a day in your life

Bad days always give you experience and a fresh take on your self

Never compromise the flesh and the world and be eaten by it

This is not Venom, this is the real world

 

I will never compromise my character over people who treat me like a puppeteer when I used to be a puppet to society

 

Yours truly,

The everlasting iconoclast

 

Do I believe in hardship and suffering!??

 

Never since I was a born strong woman and have felt the gravity in this world.

 

I am constantly growing, learning, achieving

 

I might be stuck now but there always is tomorrow

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So today, I thought I just will not become myself again, or be myself again.

The choices you make define you, see if you pick career and health but end up drowning in stress or loneliness then what is the point, the entirety of the energy you are giving out to the world.

Most peoples take from you, rarely think about themselves as these are the common many, it sure is hard to deal with them on the surface.

But you know deep inside you know your self, what you stood and stand for, and your own net worth.

Only the universe can offer you the best, so choose wisely.

……@quitnaALP