I refuse to disobey my principles, I believe that I have tried in all my existence to live a life in peace and harmony, and my illest mind is saying follow logic and die
I always make it happen, depending on who you are.
Most people don’t have a gist of what I had gone thru, my weaknesses and all the shit I put up with growing up
Now take some time to know how slowly,
Take myself off the ground
Because I have been there way too long
i truly regret ,2018 has been such a wasted year
i left my job at alveo
in the dumpster
worked for sh*t ass bosses
who cannot get THE work done
and even handle you with this nasty, self entitlement you got served dish.
so dont work for them
im very worried
not my thing.
i cried before
see the huge or like life time
i made !
wtf holy sh*t, like
i woke up
and my jobs gone.
i still have two months …
two months for what !
contract ends december 20
who cares ?
evil is evil
and choose your battle
love and light
being the first born in the family of four and the eldest of three brothers, i found it quite difficult to navigate society and make sense of the political era before me. family was a question of trust and obedience. i remember in college i often go to our resident psychologist to speak my mind off. shut between worlds i only found my safe identity inside the school. dorming was a blessing and joy to someone so young and fragile, lost and meaningless. it was during third year, junior year that i made sense about academics when core subjects kicked in. i will never ever forget the times i had to edit videos for class during freshman and sophomore year, the time they had a paintball stand inside the school facility and i chickened out joining. the time i joined cads twice and got rejected. the time i got accepted to blue symphony. i passed their test or whatever. i will never forget the times i had to wait long by the waiting shed, as the clouds turn grey and my 9pm classes of crime fic was doubtful and dreary
or that time i gave my all in everything but only get a D in Math 19 or a D in Accounting10, or failing Accounting 30 or whatever that subject is next to the first Accounting subject.
i miss college so much i went there last may to get a breather.
i was badly wounded somebody blocked me just for saying good bye
i went then to our school to find refuge
best thing ever
i miss you bad ateneo
please come home for me
When you did all you could but the only way out is through.
I love my sales job. Really. It’s been hectic and tough but I am struggling to do everything I can.
But if this is not for me I am unafraid to let it go.
Happy valentines loves!!!
Im counting up the stars
to the time when finally forever is in the palm of my hand and infinity is where everlasting hills and valleys
the path where everyone goes. Where streets are fled empty and full of beaming sunshines and tinkerers.
The dream is here, catch some pretty fireflies and enigma.
Dreamcatchers weave the shattered past of passageways and busybodied vendors, of lamps and carriages.
May your Christmas today, shine as bright and promising!
Always love and full of brimming adventures,
XX Sherry 💋