Be Kind

So the ganap is I went to Makati City Hall last Dec 6 to get my NSO and got my SSS verified at PRC and submitted my requirements for Grepa Life Insurance, so I can get my code and start selling.

I am tryna focusing on myself these days and am really hurt, wasak and lonely but it doesn’t affect me at all. All I do is try hardest to be productive and jam many things in the day to make it work like in Dec 6 all I did was 1) verify my SSS which was already existing

2) get my NSO well nauna ito kaya yun, mabilis lang ang process

3) I paid mah rent asap so Insured na ko sa January kasi di ako nakikipag communicate sa mom ko kaya di niya binayara rent, este caretaker had to contact her and she didn’t pick up the phone daw so text nalang, nakakahiya diba

4) paid grepa insurance fee at RCBC well easy peasy

5) go to my dentist who was a bitch at real world circumstances like um why do we even small talk lel …i still wear retainers hot dang. Ugm

6) go to Brahma Kumaris

The same day… Makati, I rode behind the tric drivers back omg cringe but well ganyan talaga kapag mahirap na este tag hirap na lalo na pasko season traffic kaoras uy

7) Made it to Brahma Makati paying only 40 bucks kasi nga nakisakay lang ako galing kalye after crossing the long damn train in Filmore like guh

8) thought of taking a cab to La Fuerza to eat dinner at Lido but plan failed

9) I got into some weird crazy maniac …again cab driver whom I asap lipad na kasi ew, di niya lam san yung La Fuerza At Chino Roces uhuh

10) So I dropped the cab sa Amorsolo kasi yun lang kaya ko ituro fron GMaps ayay

11) Naligaw nanaman sa Makati, before that nag lakad lakad pala ako bago nag cab…

12) Um

13) I bailed the German party thing at La Fuerza since ang late na tapos may “interview” ako sa bitchy boss nato na gurl na sinabi na on the fri of next week daw nyak napakaspecific day, di man lang sinabi yung date ang gulo noh,

14) so Like after fixing my adult problems the entire day, made lil tambay to Cash n Carry, rode the dang tric to Bagtikan cor Zobel St. in San Antonio

15) In a nutshell naligaw sa Amorsolo, nagtambay sa isang weird lil resto na nag sell nang nike shoes, yosi at anu pang kakaibang merch

16) I therefore went home na kasi wawa naman diba may interview

17) crazy part is of course duh the next day mamimis ko yung interview ko sad

18) which is worse kasi inadvice ko yung bossy bitch na malalate ako kasi 10 yung interview sa CV tapos ulul gagu 2am as always gising pa yours truly diba

19) tapos alam naman niya na nag linis ako nang bahay because did I mention, To her na linigpit ko lahat nang bahay ko maghanap lang nang TIN ID ko for requirements sa GREPA

20) Which, to my disadvantage, my so called biological mutter confiscated my passport weeks months ago and I decided to cut my ties with them like yeah, you deserve it ,all of YOU.

21) I wanna cry but tears can’t stream down my tear ducts anymore lel

22) So there I finished going to the dentist Today, for my Retainers

And then the sitch is, I keep eating sticky foods like craving them and shit like pichi pichi and not working out oh noes

And um I was so very happy I was able to buy lots of kutchinta huhu awhile ago huhu super huhu food is soul like lifer ahuhu

23) mediyo naaawa na ko sa sarili ko at this point

24) pero keri lang hehe

Dame kong haters btw

Like sa real life, di lang family ko…

Dami nag hurt saken dis year,

SPEECHLESS AKO

Pati yung boss bitch na tatrabahuan ko nayayabangan ako sakanya like oh my

Di nag rereply,

Im the girl na kahit ilang buwan ako tulog este tameme namahiga sa kama,

Never ako yung type na di gagawa nang paraan para umusad

Para kong gago kakamessenger nang maayos grabe sobrang nega nya

Like RIP Sales na siguro for me,

Sobra akong winasak wild talaga ang drama drama dameng peke jan na tao kala mo mabait wala namang halaga ang puso mo sakanila

Like whoah

I cannot compose myself out of speechlessness and the hatred

You just cennet help it

Fyi si ateng boss pa grabe kabulul sa English

Yubung yubung gawd

Like omg can you take my life already

Im about to explode

For reals

Di ko kaya

Alam ko TMI eto pero swear, ang hirap mag panggap na okay lang lahat at okay lang sinasaktan ka, di ka binibigyan nang kaluluwa

Kahit kaluluwa nalang eh

Dami rin gago jan

Lalo na mga lalake

Beks pa

Waw

Hanep talaga si Ateng, sinabi niya “I want you to be part of my team”… im like

No mam go KEKE yourself… magsama kayo ni LEC jan sa Ortigas

Grabe kayo

Masipag ako

Grabe insulto

Grabe ugali

Grabe mukha

So kapal uh58d34b0762b1b71bce90545958aa75b9

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