Hayaan mo na.

Dear Lord. Napakasaya ako dahil kahit imperpekto ang buhay ko. Nagkakasakit ako at nasasaktan parati. Nanjan ka lang sa buhay ko magdamag. Kahit di ako nakakapagdasal alam ko nanjan yung pasensya Mo at presence Mo. Maraming salamat today kasi kahit may sakit ako sa ulo at may PCOS pa ako at may ubo slight nalang. At mga limang araw din nasa kama lang. Aside from grocery shopping sa GB 5. Miss ko na lahat. At nasasaktan pa ko dati pero alam ko magiging okay din lahat.

I am glad I was able to make it on time for the laundry. Then it started to rain really hard now at this moment!

~ Laundry closes at 8 and it came to be so expensive na pero alam mo yun magaling tayo magtipid at bumili at a value. Thank you Lord sa pagiingat niyo sakin kahit magisa ako since 1992 at marami di ako naiintindihan.

Salamat sa boss ko dati at ngayon. Mahal ko sila lahat. Pati officemates. Ngayon ewan ko ba. May crush ako sa work pero hahayaan ko nalang. Tutal may goals naman ako at mabilis tahak ng panahon.

Lord thank you so much kahit di nagpaparamdam pamilya ko at puyat lagi. Araw araw pinapakita niyo na magaling kayo。Mas kakayanin ko pa mga sakit sa puso at inis sa loob pag anjan kayo。

Thank you for taking care of me since I graduated March 2014。

i love You

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More than fine

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I might be more than HEARTBROKEN   for more than Fifteen years but mmnnnnmn if BULLETPROOF is all I have-

Then this grit and dirt would be worth the turning point .    The JOURNEY never ends  keep your prayers ,character AND   🎵🎶🗻🏊💍🅱🔥❇🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺💋❤❤❤❤❤💖  Heart  

Intact.

Cheers.

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As the last 30 days of staying 24 loop towards me, I want to say thank you to all people who have made me special and cared for, in some ways rather- where I never knew kindhearted souls exist for when youre broken, depressed or too strung up tied of letting go .

The times when you just want to punch and kick the ass of the entire world for not agreeing you, or hurl your significant other dead monologues just to get back at him for running .

Or that time when you kissed someone

but realised none of it count .

Or whenever you fail to sleep thinking about the future, screwing up pasts and downsizing the present moment.

Here is to you,

For being a strong girl, for fighter that you are, inner beautiful as ever with a white dazzling pure as a feathered heart .

Here is to you who always cried in the middle of the night

with no one watching . .

Heres to you who braved and fought so many battles,

Lost all but won everything . .

Heres to you, goddess  May you have the strength to let go – – LET GO

Of all the demons you have undone

All the faces you’ve passed by.

All the moments, freezing them one by one.

 

Let it all out

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LET

GO

FIND

HAPPINESS.

 

 

Or rather,

 

 

BECOME      HAPPINESS