Rich in God.

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2019 – so lately i have been feeling so much noise, but have keep my inner spirit clean from the noiselessness of the world i have, cut my ties from people who barely caredย 

I rarely feel ice nowadays but am clinging onto my icebreak sale

Lately there has been so much grievance over my sales life that my content mainly gravitated

Towards the bullshit of it all , if you know what I mean: so maybe I lost sum readers but

Will keep the fight to make this blog bloom ๐Ÿ’–

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In all fairness and honesty

I get easily distracted by happenings like steel feelings moaning over me

Like um

Curbing me to chill ya know

If I got the life , meaning the money I’d go for a bad boy who only wants me and is good at tech and shit and knows his goals really well,

Has philosophy and is unafraid to fight for his dream and loved ones

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Recently I have philosophized how working in a nutshell is hard and will and can make you go nuts

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Speak of the devil my workmates in Ortigas were all very lovely with their circus piggery attitude and their high regard for illuminati and their lovely boss who calls his team mate “stupid”

Never have I ever cried so hard in this crappy dinosaur restaurant eating paella like shit and ordering a Bicol express Filipino food worth a diamond care of remembering my former boss

I grow so fond

Of

Then

I realised he doesn’t give a damn about me anymore

Since all he thinks

Is im this damsel pabebe alienated family heavy emo girl na nagyayabang mag Atenista #char

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So what kung wala akong pamilya jowa kaibigan best pren or like normal na buhay

 

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Natuklasan ko na maigi nang tumira muna magisa para makilala lalo ang sarili

Like u know im super duper proud

I navigated Taiwan, the suburbs and the city itself all on my own at my early 20s

At 22 I was a variety of obesed culture shock edition where my main shelter was Eslite bookstore

24 hours ito and tambayan ko lagi

Tapos I always buy them german beers and roam around like a lost girl

Super saya maging malaya

Minsan wish ko nagkajowa ako pero ok lang kasi inggitera ako super haha

I have confessed feelings for two guys sa alveo not worthy of me este di sila guwapo and all pero mabait

Kaso lang marealise ko na di ko dapat yun ginawa kasi wala naman ako nun sa sarili kakalungkot na ginawa ko yun pero diba we always grow naman to become better versions of ourselves

Basta this 2019 pagpapasensiyahan ko na may attachments pa ko sa nakaraan, na di ako makapag aral nang fashion or writing or german

Na kahit na lola na tingin sakin never ako mag padala lagi sa mga tanders na yan

Cool kid parin tapos swag queen , sasaya parin ako sa pain ko

At naniniwala ako sa mga taong di ako nalimutan at parati akong tinutulungan

I have no time frame actually

Sunod lang ako sa galaw nang mundo

Kahit emotionally abused kid ako and adolescent noon gusto ko kind magara sikat jk magaling and graceful lady naman ako ngayon sa adulthood ko.

Ayoko ma mmk story ko

Pero someday bay may balak ako sana to write an autobiography: a memoir

Sakin lang sapat na na nakita ko yung dalawang may crush sakin sa college nun nung 2017 and 2018

Lam ko may jowa naman sila kaya oks lang

Never assuming

Be graceful and grateful

Sawa na rin ako mag muni muni

Tuloy lang ang segunda mano

Yung orasan palage lang yan nandiyan

Basta one step closer sa pangarap

Kahit anung hirap may ginhawa din

Proud of u Sherry

My greatest ambition

Is to be happy

๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ‘†many thanks readers from all over the world: rome was not built in a day or two , it was built with wings grit and determination

Never give up

Dami mo pa challenges she

Wish ko sana magka anak sa near future, have my clothing store and protection palagi kay Lord

At patawarin niya ko sa lahat nang hurt ko, kasi mahirap walang nakikitang constant eh .

Nalearn ko na di ako maghahanap nang any relationship sa coworkers ko-at never be manipulated by anything.

Saludo ako sa mga mamamayang naniniwala pa at naaalala pa ko

With love always and fearlessness

Stay kind, be golden face the present

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Dear fellas

Here are sum of my bucketlist

128 follow thank u next

18 follow ig thank u next

2 charity donate phonez lel

thank u third phone plz

highly intuitive organize rm

thank u next

achieving aching believing my

dreams

thank u thank u thank u

hope every little thing turns around well / cheers

-to my inactive facebook

my little angels and saviour

so into u

kismet

hey guys and gurls

lately

my head super hurts

ive been on the nine

i got ten guests this aug 8

thats wow

really been on the mile

galing diba

ive only been one month in this job

and been doing great

i wish

i can forgive all the haters

and focus on my self

lately

ive been getting the do you have a bf question

im like

im not ready

sorry

also

am sorry

for all the peeps i lashed out and unfriended

on fb

including my current boss

bryan chen

hes not bad

im starting to think

its gonna bee a great journey

he doesnt take things seriously

also he is kind

only 32

how i wish sales manager na rin ako

btw alveo doesnt think of me na

im also forgiving all of them

tutal mahal ko naman sila lahat

may isa lang na dapat di ko na pinansin

i miss ate che clem roland haha

sila lang magagaling

elai too saw me kanina

hahahahahaha

savage hagarda

nag jejeep sa zapote

mag gym

ahahahaha

may nakita pang di na dapat nakita

ays

hayst

hahaha

choose your battles motherfuckers

really

life is gold

think about

your future

what are you

doing

right

now

.

hi

bye

its okay you missed my birthday

ok lang din wala nang jonty wahahahaha

miss ko na maging inlove

pero wala eh

siguro bato talaga ko

hahahaha

byers

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Too many things

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So heres Whiz Khalifa in Saint Laurent.

Tomorrow I dunno what to expect

I just learned to drown the noise in

From things that get too much on my head

That literally

I just wanna scream

Where is my sale

 

I dont even pine for a boyfriend

But I always remember the books that got me by high school;

the books in class academically

Assigned to us

 

The A’s I never pretended I could get whatever I aimed for

 

The movie, “The First Time”.

the guy in college I thought,

I actually like.

 

 

The many, many haunted things and specified images that haunt my head

the decisions I am making,

 

the laundry lady who was witty and pretty

who told me I am young to be 26

— tomorrow.

 

It suddenly rained tonight.

Maybe

 

the universe is weeping for my age

@ 25 got not much– money friends family feelings,

 

 

How do you drown those noises unwanted

those people who are assholes

 

Those people who actually are so selfish and don’t care enough that

you invited them

asking who is on the guest list

asking if they can leave early.

 

 

So why bother going ???

Read it and weep

Hey all,

I know in the Philippines it’s Holy Week and all,

And most people don’t fuckin’ go around social media-ing to respect

The culture and the silence.

Well for me

I did have silence and peace

I originally planned to stay in my condo for two days eating fast food

since I can’t fast

And all that shit cray

Oh and did I say I was disappointed in a crush professor of mine in college.

I looked up to him and all and he can’t even freakin’ accept a humble slice of life like accepting a friend request.

Sorry y’all

It really hurts

I think as woman’s month ends

It’s quite foolish to think that chivalry is not dead

I’m so tired

I just listened to my manager telling me to go home and all

But I got home and shit cray

I saw rats, cleaned a dirty bathroom and hell, even my clothes were so smelly I wondered if I ever came off

From a wealthy family

After all.

Here is my wish list when I turn 26

(a poem)

Freed

Hustlin since day 001
Reject

Friend request,
Trust

When people are just-

?

No more mingling
Boys

Raise the roof

Buh bye.
Im not ever going home. Take care of your self chip. Ollies always there

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So rare

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So lately I just woke up and its November already.

I missed writing and college, frivolous things like crushes and daydreams and outfits like which mood represents what you wear

Lately I feel strongly attracted to someone,

Which may or may not pull me off the edge ‘ ya know

So far God has been good to me, I have ridden two Grab cars with great ambiance music rules and shebangs

You already know it

Peace out xx