Choose your battles

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So today i woke up very early, 730 am and I saw my tiara when I came to circuit mall again to buy some food and other essentials

I started by bazinga going to shopwise vito cruz since the tricycle fare was only 30 bucks yo going there and like I literally wanted and wished I would have a clothes rack and viola! A kuya found me and he even suggested there was a gray alternative to the black colour and happily assembled it for me! Yay!

Starting 2019 I choose to be positive no matter what and accept all my disasters and negative situations.

I always consider the miles away I had gone thru and looking back is definitely not the answer

I would love to make resolutions so here we go!

1 buy a third phone …yes yes yes

2 spend only on what i need…

3 beautify my room way too much that it declutters itself and can be a symbol of hope strength courage and peace

4 be an inspiration to other people

5 basically be empathic and choose joy, always be kind and respectful most especially grateful

6 leave past behind

7 earn earn hustle hustle

8 be a quick decision maker

9 stop crossing oceans for people who would only cross a puddle for you

10 make you a priority

Thanks 128 followers

11 have 200 followers by Dec 2019

12 back to 138 pounds

13 travel once by myself this year

14 forget ive never been in a relationship before

15 minus the shopping, ukay is lyfer

16 prettify is there is the time

17 away from narcissistic people and idiots, fools

18 be wise and have courage

19 always pray

20 don’t panic chill lang

21 sana mahanap ko na tropa ko, if not ok lang

22 lose the baggage

23 clean room is next to godliness

24 impress yourself not others

25 compete with yourself not others

Forgive people, darling

26 parin ako

So yey

F*ck the people and plans who wouldn’t choose me

…forever 21 nbsb pero love hard

Balang araw

😙mememememememe

Jwk

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Our neighbourhood is currently playing “Turn Down For What”

I requested this song last April on my 26th birthday and only this song played

Even though I was heavily drunk they didn’t play the other request, “Like a G6”.

But ya know folks.

My life has been a real party this year.

I’m kinda over sentimental things and ruminating and analyzing them and just go bout the release of the beat and music.

I have forgotten everything disgusting that’s happened and am currently learning to enjoy every moment I have in peace even though my life is not perfect.

Thanks 2018 for making me a strong princess.

Maybe, prince

Oh whatever.

Thanks so much for WordPress, 120 followers and a big blast to all of you

Thanks for making me believe in myself.

That even though I didn’t join any pageant, won anything, had my first sale, got anything, my life is still

Here

Thanks to Junko Mikami for greeting me Merry Christmas, for the kindness since 2016.

She has been my pen pal anonymously from Japan and her email has sent sparks from my heart

That even though, you aint got a happy family, too many people bullied you per se, or hurt you

Took advantage of your heart and kindness

You are ready to slay forward

Over and over again.

Thanks to the people who left me hanging

Who literally, left me.

Baby, it’s cold outside.

Happy Holidays, folks

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I know I’m Super Fly, ☆ ey 119 followers

I am entirely grateful u all been there with me, truly universe has been so kind, im broke and jobless, kinda, i got an insurance job, was very very very lucky 😚

I passed the exams last October 26.

I resigned from Ortigas October 13.

Since then Hallelujah

I met a bad bitch boss at Ortigas who promised me entry again next twenty o nine but she left me gaping… I thought she said six mos. exit then come back around but hell no, she f*cking left me in the air, like hanging there with so much pain tbh since I was hoping to get back at the bad bosses downing me out and backlashing me out.

But then I realize as I swam this real world loves me so much.

No need to have comparison over others, as God has loved me thru thick and thin. He gave me a 2nd life when I was eight and dying. Though my mum and dad are cruel people, He always gave me the back hand and the upper edge to succeed in no matter any situation

Let me meet people who were and always will be, amazing

Btw I went home today shopping for Christmas, most of them were pink, classy and unicorn style,

I miss Ateneo, I miss Ms Dior from Taipei, I miss Alveo and Boss Gad,

I miss our dog Ollie Back Home…the home I will never run back

To no matter how hopeless I am, no matter how injured, hurt, even though just recently I got hit AF by a tric but he was nice as he took me in for a free ride since I was stunned shookt there, like basically motionless, kneeling

In my wounds…pero in fair

Di siya malala

Kaya super thanks 💋

Can’t wait for 2019, am sad Karina is sad and Aljon got evicted sa PBB

I thought of vlogging my life pero parang di na ganun ka natural pag ivlog mo haha,

Dame kong nakakausap sa labas,

I even got lost in Poblacion only to have my lost TIN ID notarized quite expensively for 250 bucks, sinabi nung guy na nag sell nang burgers na Car name yung names nang burgers na mahal daw dapat 100 to 150 lang yung price.

Pinakaasar ako is that I waited mga 10 ish to 15 min, parang eternity yon kasi the guy there was like making landi to his old classmate instead of working, like inuna pa niya mag add sa FB kaysa gawin yung Notary ko, dafudge diba

Tapos nainis na ko kasi hello nag aantay ako amp tas mahal pa sinigil saken huwaw such work ethic… sometimes ya know

I secretly wish I was missed by my co-workers in Ortigas

Kasi pati ba naman sa Circuit

Nakita ako lel

Like she shouted, “Sherry!”

While I was crossing the lil pedestrian at the back

And um na huwaw ako na Sherry finally tinawag niya sakin

Kasi names are important ya know!

Sobrang saya ko na nawalan ako nang takot sa Angkas

It made me feel like a rockstar

Steady lang

Sana buhay ko ganon

Fyi sobrang gandara nang calling card

Pinagawa ko sa Chill Hub

Grabe galing nila

Sarap talaga mag promote hehe

Like maybe doing a vlog might be so nice

But the mystery and the sponteneity of you, living your raggedy, jackass of a life

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Fyi

Di perfect buhay

Wala akong ya know

Bf

Pero um

Kinakaya ko naman

Kasi di mo naman kailangan muna

Haha

And

Dame ko pang pangarap na magagawa

Like it was my first time this December to clean my meager apartment

And clean it like hell

Tryna find my TIN card!

Then awhile ago sa morning I was so happy I got to Atrium Makati to finally

Hopefully get my TIN ID tom

Btw Affidavit of loss pala yung tinaga saken

Mediyo first time ko rin kasi asikasuhin yang

Mga yan oh btw I stole a knife um jk fork today mahahaa

Um

Kase naman

Bad service

Sorna

Um natapon ko din ata yung Sterling spoon and fork ko sa apartment kaya yun squad poor life talaga

Tapos di na ko nagpapaapekto sa mga humihingi nang money sa sampaguita

Kasi last year andame ko na binili sa mga yan

Basta

Pati rose nga eh

🌷

To be continued

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dearest diary

i have had enough with people who always take me for granted,

today i willingly talked with our sales director in the company, and all he did was grill me into saying how the real world is cruel and unfair and how i seem to be …sheltered wow as if he knew the path i walked onto and my character per se…

i realize how we, as a human individual, can never really find ourselves and our worth in a person,

and how we must blossom where our heart and purpose go.

i deeply tried to leave their division and my team, but sales director said how i was the only rare case that dared to do that,

as nobody tried to leave due to personal preference,

just me.

to recount,

i was really clueless how to go about, i love my job but hate how the bosses cannot close the work,

i keep comparing them to my former developer.

the fact is, i love sales as i have thrived to keep up with manning and setting appointments to so many hopefuls na closing pero

lahat paasa,

i just really wished i was placed in a good group.

it is hard to say you can thrive anyplace and bloom,

mahirap yon.

mas mahirap pa kung di mo makita sarili mo dun, and yung purpose mo

and you ask what the heck am i doing this for.

many people broke me over the past years,

people i trusted the most.

i dont even begin to understand some big douchy boss can say and hurl shit stuff like that to my face.

i know education helps in identifying people and their capabilities but this is too much,

respect is the basic human gift apart from kindness,

if one lacks that

then obviously you know which way to go darling.

never ever doubt yourself,

dont give someone the power over you.

and if you dont like the people there,

better leave with head held high.

it doesnt matter anymore.

all the praise i held,

galing yun sa taas.

lahat ng ginawa ko,

sa alveo and sa nakaraan,

the effortless work i did for ortigas.

thank you so much, sales.

maybe, i have garnered enough lessons.

nobody ought to even point it out loud.

thanks for the grand finale.

signing off xoxo

sherry

Say my name.

 

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Ive been always alone

Not partying, or anything but

Working my way

Up the industry of sales

 

Im wishing for some boom drop

 

out there

 

You know like keep the cash

 

flowing

 

Keep your days

 

Golden

 

Move move move move

 

Dont look back !!!

 

Find the power

 

seek the magic

 

Your adventure is your life,

 

Find a great partner

 

Talk to God

 

Leave people where you found them

 

Love, love and love.

 

 

So rare

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So lately I just woke up and its November already.

I missed writing and college, frivolous things like crushes and daydreams and outfits like which mood represents what you wear

Lately I feel strongly attracted to someone,

Which may or may not pull me off the edge ‘ ya know

So far God has been good to me, I have ridden two Grab cars with great ambiance music rules and shebangs

You already know it

Peace out xx