Focus

My cards, emo class

Disasterrific books babies

No more alcohol stay true

Your dream angel, work ,

My clearance and peace

My justice and intelligence, my silence

Words kill

Decisions

Maybes

Disguised fears

I came to fight and claim

The win …nasan na clearance ko

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Lord

Thank u Lord for all my blessing

Though I can’t make my Apple Macbook Air work like I want to

I deeply wish you will give me someone who can teach me tech stuff

Like Netflix

And make me interested in graphic design and video editing again

Often I Reminisce the Times

I used to stay up all night and day trying to edit videos in college

Up to this day in my old Macbook White it still

Exists

Thank you

I wish I can be a pro again @ video editing

Making vlogs

Will surely cheer me up

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eastside

 

dear everyone

ive been trying real hard to stay adrift. most days i feel somewhat blank and unspoken. i talk to strangers i forget. but i never remember not to be kind. thank you for the kind souls ive met in the year. the days may be most unpleasant but the comeback overrides the setbacks

i know one day will come

that i rise

thank you for letting me speak to my one and only college crush

and also for all the beauty and art i always see and appreciate

day by day

may all the glory be to god

he is the only healer giver protector and sole refuge

he is our strength

thank you

much love.

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being the first born in the family of four and the eldest of three brothers, i found it quite difficult to navigate society and make sense of the political era before me. family was a question of trust and obedience. i remember in college i often go to our resident psychologist to speak my mind off. shut between worlds i only found my safe identity inside the school. dorming was a blessing and joy to someone so young and fragile, lost and meaningless. it was during third year, junior year that i made sense about academics when core subjects kicked in. i will never ever forget the times i had to edit videos for class during freshman and sophomore year, the time they had a paintball stand inside the school facility and i chickened out joining. the time i joined cads twice and got rejected. the time i got accepted to blue symphony. i passed their test or whatever. i will never forget the times i had to wait long by the waiting shed, as the clouds turn grey and my 9pm classes of crime fic was doubtful and dreary

or that time i gave my all in everything but only get a D in Math 19 or a D in Accounting10, or failing Accounting 30 or whatever that subject is next to the first Accounting subject.

i miss college so much i went there last may to get a breather.

i was badly wounded somebody blocked me just for saying good bye

i went then to our school to find refuge

best thing ever

i miss you bad ateneo

please come home for me

xoxo

sherr