as i write this
as i write this
Hello dear followers!
Thanks so much for going through some random stuff on my blog, I can’t believe you guys are 52 already and I mostly don’t even blog about random personal stuff
To be honest much has been going on lately, I missed the afterparty then also been overworking lately in my current work. It’s been almost a year, come about april, I want to reap a sale or two, God please.
I feel like maybe smoking a couple of weed could do it, rough jobs in sales are such a pity for introverts like me who pretty much overanalyze and foresight everything onto the equation
I haven’t found my friends yet. Those change makers who come into your life like angels and wish your dream pull you up and never let go
Those people who really value you to see you make it real hard in this world and protect you from the harsh reality you already endured.
I wanna be around people who don’t take and undermine you and boss you around like you’re such a low status ranking peasant
and they’re like the queen biatches or kween bees of the world
enough to undercut your priceless existence
Haters gon’ hate
Ps: please avoid people who always have their way /s with you, like asking for shit, toying with your feelings, treating ya differently in public vis-a-vis private, uncultured nondiscreet
Oh, you know uhm people who disclose gossip and low level conversations juxtapose that with bejeweled intellectual talk talk.
I am seriously depressed with the people who surround me.
It seems more likely to say that people you hold a pedestal to, having known them for them but actually having no idea on who they really, really are. Anyways I am heavily apologetic for this rant sesh.
Just been crazy lonely lately figuring out who I am like it’s high school again and wondering where my path lies this year
Learning that every challenge comes an opportunity
And treat people nicely despite the heartache
Of them treating you like a piece of shit (aka you dont exist in this space right here * * )
I’ve gone through some terrible shit but not this social suicide
where you put your entire soul on a person and they just light a smoke and set a fire to burn your heart.
I rarely write about boys but really though, find someone who loves you
The real, unwitheld, facade-less genuine
#TakeChances / #TakeAim
gotta get going even though life fucks us up . Get baked. Smoke crack. Build foundations that hold you, carry you
Follow and look up to leaders who possess empathy and Truth
This is your life
Gotta get get going
I rarely feel the holidays, broken apart and ripped over all there is to say is nothing but wait for the longest time absolutely stunning goodbyes.
i mostly tell myself on usual days im doing just fine.
Whilst June may be quite over for most of us, It has given me plenty sentiments like having doubts and confusion about the present. To lost a lot of heart is a bad deal, but to gain love and light is all we ever search for.
February is love
I’ve suddenly decided its time to make changes and keep things going by letting go of past mistakes and agendas like
Regretting something you did
On how and why: today is a gift, keep it as a blessing and be grateful for the good that happens because you never know when may be your last days here on earth . .
Entertaining anxious thoughts
On how and why: Disorders like anxiety or insomnia vastly apprehends our inner consciousness / keep in mind that some things like bad days or hourly nightmares dont last very long ;
A New Beginning Awaits You !
(magic magic, love lots) ++
– The Fire Must Keep Going ,