Assumption.

over the course of my life, i managed to have my truest self transform and bloom . Since last month my cp upgraded 💖

I tried to more of let go the things that no longer make me ,me.

Thank the skies 🐖😇Screenshot_20190309-224034_Pinterest

Willpower

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It takes more than religion, self doubt, class and grace to become a lady. Nobody had a manual growing up. We oughta know how to behave perfectly in public and stay outta peoples way, one cent can cost a fortune. If you can heal your mind attune to the universe, you shall find the answers that you seek. I always feared my family background the most, lacking paternal figure has always been a curse. Today, I figured, just follow the flow, it is gonna be so hard before everything else gets easy. Having no home has been a ruckus to all my heart and souls ache. I have often dreamed of moving independently where I can fully grow my wings as an individual. Adjusting to other people, attachment, everything else

Aint really my personality

Most people I learned to trust left me out but a lesson that pays well, will earn well

Treat people kindly, no matter what

What goes around comes right back around

dreamers .

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dearest papa god

okay naman

buhay pa ko

nakakaiyak na 102 follows

na ako sa

wordpress

kahit di ko gaano

trip

buhay ko

buhay pa ko

nagaalala ako parati

sa nakaraan

sa kasalukuyan

sa mga taong sumakit ng loob ko at di na ko

kinausap

iniwan ganun

masaya naman ako

kahit walang pamilya

sanay na

maging magisa

the loner life chose me

diba

said some rough words

on my current boss

di kasi professional ang ugali

mali talaga trato sakin

dapat kasi pag may nakita kang ginto

 

aalagaan mo

 

tapos

sinabi niya pa

may nagsabi daw sakanya

na nag da-drive,

sa commons,

na sabihan ang tauhan mo

na tumingin bago tumawid haha

thats my trademark since berlin days

I literally jaywalk

I don’t care.

It’s not like this is cruel intentions and ryan is just gonna get in there and save reese witherspoon right haha

Di eto titanic

Kaya amp

Pakealam niyo

Do you know months days weeks

na ko di umuuwi sa amin

bakit kasi

di nalang ginawang probinsiya ang Malabon

anu na kaya nangyari sa banyo at kuwarto ko

may maid kami pero di linilinis yung part ko sa bahay

amp yung pinakaluma na ngayung kuwarto ko eh

hahaha chos

i miss my friends but they dont miss me!

after all

magkaiba kami ng buhay

sila, di kailangan mag street life lel

super duper

safe

hahahaha

as in like nasa bahay lang

di kailangan magtrabaho sa

labas

yaman yaman

hahaha

wala na ko masabe

malungkot lang na

di ako magiging writer sa Pilipinas

kahit anak nalang bigay niyo Lord

pero alam ko

tagal pa nun

haha

I kept eating lately

kasi parang nangayayat ako nung nakaraang last two weeks ng agosto

tambay bahay

naka team bahay lang

nasa condo lang hahaha

pa circuit circuit nung nakalabas

ahaha

oy by the way

as in kahapon lang ako kumain ng masarap 😦

dati tambayan ko army navy sa circuit

ngayon

di ko na trip

huhu

kaya natuwa nalang ako sa chicken pie ng bannaple sigh

culinary philippines

nag isaw nalang dapat oy

haha

tas kanina lang ako nakakain ng grabe sarap

as in coco ibanya estancia kakaibabe talaga

service is excellente par excellance

tapos kahit mahal busog diba

eh di wow din I chugged down a whole box of pizza

8 slices nom nom

masaya naman kanina

parang pede talaga ko mag give up sa company

pero nag start na ko sa sales

kaya tuloy mo lang

isipin mo

kahit di ko gusto yung posisiyon ko ngayon

balang araw kahit san man ako

aangat din

salamat sa lahat ng taong nag care sakin tapos talagang nagsabi na bilib sila

na malakas potential ko

na salamat sa oras

diba?

props to those people I respect na sinabihan talaga ko lupet daw lodi

di lang ako basta basta tumatanggap ng kritisismo

lalo na kung ikaw mas bata pa sakin

tapos di kita trip

tapos kung anu ano sinasabi na magaling ako ganon

idgaf motherfucker

di ka boss sa Ayala

K

haha

kadiri talaga teammates ko

pangarap ko eto

1 be very busy as of the moment

2 plan your life for 2019

3 okay lang second runner up …actually secondplacer dapat ang tawag ulol , sa guest awarding for august pft wtv sabi kasi ako daw top manloloko sinungaling wtv losers

4 umahon ka ‘day

5 kahit di ko mashow sa world talents ko, aware ako na malayo mararating ng mga ginagawa ko

6 at talagang aesthetically inclined ako sa mga sinig at iba pa

7 ok lang di ako dancer

8 sensiya na

9 balak ko tumbahin ang mundo balang araw

10 at sumabak

sa bawat laban haharapin.

Amen haha sarreh don’t rly pray um uh

🦍🦄

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING

Mess life

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My current life still aint fixed. The stress of the holiday season is making me more restless and sleep deprived. With the coming of the new year, I still get no clue as to how the year after this would turn over.

Likewise good news I was able to give my brothers decent presents! Am happy to have gone to the mall via bus with enough visible injuries to say the least about going in the extra mile for some holiday cheer.

Our beagle at home still whines constantly about being locked up.. It’s quite saddening to have gone home last year looking at this new pup.

Good feelings aside, I still don’t know what to wish for this Christmas. Oh Santa baby, please sing me to sleep! My beloved sheets take me home…

On the otherside, I noticed I have been pretty generous lately. My brother told me I gave too much fare to the pedicab driver because I was amuse how hardworking he was. I always get by observing persevering people. It is an admirable trait. Really seriously.

To rock the season, can I say how I have not been eating properly???

Like, really!

It’s been years since I last had an adventure, hoping for one that is non-life threating if you ask me..

 

To close, I just want to say how life will always surprise you. In the ups and downs or the tumultuous drive it may take us, there are those times where we either keep our head up or continue on being ourselves.