Here are sum of my bucketlist
128 follow thank u next
18 follow ig thank u next
2 charity donate phonez lel
thank u third phone plz
highly intuitive organize rm
thank u next
achieving aching believing my
thank u thank u thank u
hope every little thing turns around well / cheers
-to my inactive facebook
my little angels and saviour
I know most of you have lives, lives meaning you got friends, a family more or less, a good home, a stable income, or a committed partner.
Times have been changing and lately, I just laugh off my depression and anxiety since the world is too cruel to be true.
But other times, I gain inspiration from other people I observe from he streets, people who are homeless, clothes and all, no food to eat.
Those who just lay in the streets, while watching expensive luxurious black friday hauls on Youtube and being hella scared off my future.
Me ready to die anytime soon, 26 and partyless friendless alone and living broke as hell.
I just wanna have decent friends who share my emotional fields, battles, common ground.
Those who are willing to fight for me as I am for them.
Those who prioritize the time we spent.
People who are, authentic.
Well, to normalize, extraordinary but normal, people.
I may not know how to be one, as my heart turned cold last June 2018 when my work with Ayala Land disappeared.
I decided to blew things off by deciding for myself and by myself, with a blessing from my entrepreneur uncle, none so from my so called biological rents.
As I write this worrying about everything, I pray I can have the heart to start all over again.
To the people reading this, bless you more and have a great last days of November.
Love you all.
i hope u become successful
woke up in the morning today
i have been having insomnia for the past two weeks
im glad i woke up at 7 today when i slept at three
thats the grandest
i also unfollowed my first 💋
im glad i was friends with T and he didn’t block me when I said goodbye to him
Im quite sad nobody likes my blog posts anymore
But its alright.
I originally planned to go shopping today
Ukay in Philippines or Thriftshop
But Im too lazy
Way too tired cleaning everyday
Wish I have kids already
Anyhow boo hoo
Happy halloween loves
Thanks for 103 friends in FB, 40 followers in IG and 112 here at WordPress
Lately, I’ve been on the verge of quitting my sales job. I couldn’t take any of it anymore as I hurl myself through long days of September laying awake at night for as long as I can remember.
All I want is a fresh new start and good beginning to look onto. Something that largely agrees with my ideals and lifelong goal.
What’s worse is I made a confession to a guy I barely knew. Who by the way, didn’t really reciprocate my soul of feelings but passively acknowledge it.
Meg from Hercules would probably say, Boys are a pain – oh boy. Is she right. May the universe grant me a new life, and may I keep on writing for future’s sake.
Love loves and thanks for reading!
Often I feel destined to play an exciting gig or instrument
Only to fulfill the novel idea of me as a gangster rockista full of wit and clamor
I used to read stories about a girl finding her own way with the world
Playing drums , pulsing to the beat of her heart .
Then again, fiction and reality collide to remind us how life is worth keeping
One only needs to see the truth in the right eyes , long live the past for the present and future are both here.