Self recovery


Lately im all psyched up for 2018!

I just recently bought a Berlin journal and some self-made intricate personal, made for you notebook for ascribing my thoughts and sentiments into this hardwired world.

Oftentimes really, it may seem likely too depressing to be ignored by somebody we feel too much for, that we lash out or get mad at them for nothing, barely reasonable action for us to make,

Or is it supremely a jagged out-of-this world, why-can’t-you-respond- or ask-me-out type of anger.

Is it just me or it’s hard to love someone, or even find one who has the same heart as you,

Just clarifying feelings is tremendous, it’s not like we’re gonna be together.

This is for you,

If you’ve ever felt the urgent need to find yourself, look out the world and see a version paralleling the future-

I thoroughly support whatever you’re going through.

It’s okay if you are stuck or lost, at some job you dislike, days wasted away thinking how it can be so much nicer to just get away and chill and live.

To love, life and its people.

Inspiring others, making everyday great, traveling to new places, meeting aliens and foreign people, trying out different cultures to probing the probability of darkness- the unknown and the unfamiliar .

It’s easy to say we’ve moved on.

But part of the terrain shakes us and wakes us to extremes that something is terribly wrong with us or the world, is the world coming to an end?

Why can’t the people we love, love us back?



I only realised lately people do change after they got dumped by someone. Not just a love relationship, but relatives and friends too who are too close for our safety, those near within reach. Likewise many are comfortable until they really experience a time where their hearts become shattered to pieces and broken only to be mended again like before.

Nothing is as the same as it where. It feels like the air we breathe in turned into a manhole where reality ate you up and otherwise your person showed up floating upon dead space. Needless to say, sometimes we pin ourselves to people we thought would be there all the time, when we have our issues and problems in life they were always there. But the backhand of life surprises us that in worst situations no luck can ever be found, it is our own shadow that would be our guide in dumbfounded events and moments we ourselves would never know we could survive.

Through all the pieces you have been through, picked yourself up plenty and said to yourself you are still you, I applaud the self-worth and determination you got despite the world turning over and exploding apart, you know there is more than meets the eye.

You’ve been there, caught the storm and now you are chasing rainbows.