distance &faith
im quite happy beyond odds
ive liked my own post four times
not expecting anyone to like this anymore
but will keep fighting
my back
*
i cannot believe
i was able
to make it
to
circuit makati
tonight
like
i got invited for a free event
then
all of a sudden
i went there
was thirty min late
and the lady outside the booth promoting stuff ushered me like cray
i mean
there were no ushers
i was so blessed nakarating ako
tapos
first time ko manuod
sobrang ganda
like when i entered it felt like a bar slash boxing ring feel
pitched black，
then i just listend to ate telling me which direction to go
that was the highlight i guess
people guiding you when you feel lost as fuck
like
dying inside
rebirth
renewal
letting go
putting walls down
efforts that remain unanswered
sobrang deep
may pa ballet dance pa
waw
and talk about death
such a meaning full pre halloween for me
i wished my mom wer there to watch with me
😚
so many tears flood this 2018
keep going, strong woman
