intelligence is sexy

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so what ive worked 1 year six mos in sales

talked to alotta people

merged time around idiots

spent time chatting away with prudy wannabes

people whom never understood the pain i had inside

the pain i always carried

but nevermind

sales, i will miss you

i cannot believe the times i saturated alone

all the other agents from other developers ive basically encountered

that moments ive suicided inside a public smoking lounge and gave out flyers while chinese people smoked out

that time nobody knew me or

i felt like a dead zombie

waiting to be saved

by no one

im proud of my 1 year 6 months

i have resigned

october 13 2018 sure na sure na

sana lord kaw na bahala

ok naman ako

masakit lang yung marami kang sakit sa loob

tapos mediyo grabe ka mag mahal

kaya parati nasasaktan

pero wala naman

nagmamahal sayo

kaya ayaw na drama

sikap at tiyaga

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so i have secretly accepted that there are many many things places people situations pain suffering etc in the world i cannot change

i cannot change where i come from

i cannot change the past

i cannot

undo forget all the reality that is happening

and the people around me

but what i can change is myself

my regrowth

my beginning

my disposition in life

apparently

my metamorphosis

Cherry on top

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Dear sherr

I know it must be goddamn frustating to be mistaken as ‘cherry’ all the time in the months of late june to july present.

It sure is hard to leave my boss, who probably has some deep hard sentiments he cannot unleash for fear of nothing spectacular lately.

And jon ty is not there.

He probably is just some fantasy

Surely ayala is to be left outside the boxes of memory I need to scream and arrange – rather rearrange

Simply put :

Everything

 

I need a miracle

A sign of grace and mercy

 

I need more empathic people

Than nosy noisy pep talks and people

Btw thank you for the hardship

It was indeed quite wholesome and fab

 

I cannot believe moving to Ortigas has been such an honour.