Rights to the Owner
Words Thoughts Perusal
Rights to the Owner
Words Thoughts Perusal
I am not really a religious person, I do believe in a deity, I do believe in miracles, magic, time frames, happiness, golden times, brevity
Pain changes us physically but I think our minds are connected to our hearts in a ways that despite the inside battle there is a voice we have outside that makes us who we are.
People might say flowers and bees like we are not our jobs, finances, lifestyle but the boundary driven souls always choose the people …I always find myself
Because people always think I am a certainty that will never change,
I have channeled enough energy to mortal combat my heroes,
I know who they are.
Always strive to be better than you were before
Nobody should be pained in life
Nobody should sacrifice their own happiness to fit the shoes of others
Everything necessary is biologically
Helpful where words hurt us over
But we bend forward thus will not break
Flee the mighty
Surrender to the Real God
… Pain is inevitable suffering is optional
I value my blog because it is here where I have truly been expressing all my feelings, emotions, thoughts, whims, fantasy and desire
Lately I have humbled down to the boss I have served from last year,
And it boils down to it that I cannot have my clearance signed since this goddamn stupid sales director cannot freaking sign it.
I know most people avoid negativity, but you know guys and girls, choose your environment.
This is where you will grow and succeed to your truest form and potential
The personal is the political
My voice is lost.
By doing so many routines, like paying bills, tryna overlook the future, moving on to further heights, armageddon hurt
Losing your power is like losing your self, your boss, your ally.
What we mirror becomes our reality.
Sometimes we go too far in life, we forget the fact that we too have weaknesses which people use against us.
It is too rare nowadays for people to just …be themselves.
The farther you go, the realization sinks in.
There were some people who really believed in you, whether they have destroyed you or made you more mature.
Their words hurt.
But you know,
It is up to you to become so affected to the noise.
Up to you.
To be patient.
We get all what we deserve.
Only God knows what we are up to.
dear loveds thanks for always being there for me even though im a perfectly flawed and imperfect being that keeps on changing and spinning around like crazy wherein i have zero friends and fucks to give this fuckin new year since sometimes when i do become alone which is all the time i feel so lonely but i catch myself and always count my blessing
I think at 26 i have grown enough adulthood swag that the swag lowd have mercy on me and my hatred on : lloyd cervantes, hazel dee and jeoff racelis. They hurt me too much like hell
I miss alveo and their culture to the point i wasn’t culture shocked at all
I fear change the most but that is all we always need to move forward
I have come freed from the motherfuckin world
I miss being 22
I miss being thrown to the depths of Taiwan
Not knowing a thing about the universe or the world itself
Just leaving the world of the academe without much merit or recognition
Was truly, deeply hellish
but then again we are the choices that we make.
Last year was a sitch
i can’t believe i got hired like cray 2 days after my birthday
when nobody came and i spent a dime tryna think i could have fun
I will always miss my boss in alveo
The only boss
Next to dior
i know my blog is hoarish but pls bear with me
i have hurt myself Too deeply last year
am quite afraid
But the new will always be new
…no yosi pls sherry
Tama na sa mga taong nakaraan.
Btw facebook stopped me from liking posts again…
more like blocked me.
…God knows everything.
Hey y’all. I dunno whats up anymore lately. I feel like something strange weird is going on but no more feels and fucks to give since people keep taking and taking. And im too tired anymore to give. To show them my true self and feelings. Because once you do they pounce on you like a cheetah. Super cray. Keeping to yourself is power. Also stop the negativity and the trauma. You know you are a good person. So much angst since teenage years but oh hey age doesn’t matter. Try to think positive despite all your downfall
Most especially, love and light ✖⚜⛾ create
Whatever happened to chivalry, to people who are actually, decent and kind
To people who actually, look good and make u feel good,
To people who actually, respect that you are straight af
That you dont apparently like lgbt peers but respect them.
To people who dont have a fam
But get over life like its their last laugh
Where are those people