Jesus

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Big Deeper 

I am not really a religious person, I do believe in a deity, I do believe in miracles, magic, time frames, happiness, golden times, brevity

Pain changes us physically but I think our minds are connected to our hearts in a ways that despite the inside battle there is a voice we have outside that makes us who we are.

People might say flowers and bees like we are not our jobs, finances, lifestyle but the boundary driven souls always choose the people …I always find myself

Because people always think I am a certainty that will never change,

I have channeled enough energy to mortal combat my heroes,

I know who they are.

Always strive to be better than you were before

Nobody should be pained in life

Nobody should sacrifice their own happiness to fit the shoes of others

Everything necessary is biologically

Helpful where words hurt us over

But we bend forward thus will not break

Flee the mighty

Surrender to the Real God

Suffer

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… Pain is inevitable suffering is optional

I value my blog because it is here where I have truly been expressing all my feelings, emotions, thoughts, whims, fantasy and desire

Lately I have humbled down to the boss I have served from last year,

And it boils down to it that I cannot have my clearance signed since this goddamn stupid sales director cannot freaking sign it.

I know most people avoid negativity, but you know guys and girls, choose your environment.

This is where you will grow and succeed to your truest form and potential

Know nothing

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The personal is the political

My voice is lost.

By doing so many routines, like paying bills, tryna overlook the future, moving on to further heights, armageddon hurt

Losing your power is like losing your self, your boss, your ally.

What we mirror becomes our reality.

Sometimes we go too far in life, we forget the fact that we too have weaknesses which people use against us.

It is too rare nowadays for people to just …be themselves.

The farther you go, the realization sinks in.

There were some people who really believed in you, whether they have destroyed you or made you more mature.

Their words hurt.

But you know,

It is up to you to become so affected to the noise.

Up to you.

To listen.

To be patient.

Practice patience.

We get all what we deserve.

Only God knows what we are up to.

Cold.

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dear loveds thanks for always being there for me even though im a perfectly flawed and imperfect being that keeps on changing and spinning around like crazy wherein i have zero friends and fucks to give this fuckin new year since sometimes when i do become alone which is all the time i feel so lonely but i catch myself and always count my blessing

I think at 26 i have grown enough adulthood swag that the swag lowd have mercy on me and my hatred on : lloyd cervantes, hazel dee and jeoff racelis. They hurt me too much like hell

I miss alveo and their culture to the point i wasn’t culture shocked at all

I fear change the most but that is all we always need to move forward

I have come freed from the motherfuckin world

I miss being 22

I miss being thrown to the depths of Taiwan

Not knowing a thing about the universe or the world itself

Just leaving the world of the academe without much merit or recognition

Was truly, deeply hellish

but then again we are the choices that we make.

Last year was a sitch

i can’t believe i got hired like cray 2 days after my birthday

when nobody came and i spent a dime tryna think i could have fun

I will always miss my boss in alveo

The only boss

Next to dior

i know my blog is hoarish but pls bear with me

i have hurt myself Too deeply last year

am quite afraid

But the new will always be new

And we

Shall

Always

Have

Time

To

Breathe

…no yosi pls sherry

Tama na sa mga taong nakaraan.

Btw facebook stopped me from liking posts again…

more like blocked me.

 

…God knows everything.

End cynicism.

Hey y’all. I dunno whats up anymore lately. I feel like something strange weird is going on but no more feels and fucks to give since people keep taking and taking. And im too tired anymore to give. To show them my true self and feelings. Because once you do they pounce on you like a cheetah. Super cray. Keeping to yourself is power. Also stop the negativity and the trauma. You know you are a good person. So much angst since teenage years but oh hey age doesn’t matter. Try to think positive despite all your downfall

Most especially, love and light ✖⚜⛾ create

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Whatever happened to chivalry, to people who are actually, decent and kind

To people who actually, look good and make u feel good,

To people who actually, respect that you are straight af

That you dont apparently like lgbt peers but respect them.

To people who dont have a fam

But get over life like its their last laugh

Ya know

Where are those people

Huh