I Miss Manning.
I dunno anymore since im way too tired to fight anything, fear anything, worry about tomorrow, solving my adult problem, finding a boyfriend, a bestfriend, adventure
And also never giving up, always the light, dignity
Speaking up, owning your voice, cherishing the moment, representing your past, moving towards the present
Its always darkest
Before Dawn, YOLO 🎀🤗
so what ive worked 1 year six mos in sales
talked to alotta people
merged time around idiots
spent time chatting away with prudy wannabes
people whom never understood the pain i had inside
the pain i always carried
sales, i will miss you
i cannot believe the times i saturated alone
all the other agents from other developers ive basically encountered
that moments ive suicided inside a public smoking lounge and gave out flyers while chinese people smoked out
that time nobody knew me or
i felt like a dead zombie
waiting to be saved
by no one
im proud of my 1 year 6 months
i have resigned
october 13 2018 sure na sure na
sana lord kaw na bahala
ok naman ako
masakit lang yung marami kang sakit sa loob
tapos mediyo grabe ka mag mahal
kaya parati nasasaktan
pero wala naman
kaya ayaw na drama
sikap at tiyaga
Is the world fucking ending??
I don’t fuckin
Who I am
It’s like I did everything for sales.
Got caught plenty times.
I even chased after my enemies
Like high school bullies
Or my kind aunt whom might not like me or something
I am doing everything.
To my moms bestie whom she ranted off all my goddamn flaws
To clients who make you hope again
Feels like Im going on a birthday suit and drinking my espresso having no gun to shoot myself.
Cheers to staying in sales.
– a promise must never be broken.