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hey ya all.

today.

the last day of September.

woke up at 5am.

slept around 2am.

yesterday, sept. 29

i gave my flyer to a stranger from my college.

he mumbled “thanks”.

i dunno but i liked him.

but i guess we don’t have the same level of class.

like .i aint yo rich gurl

get what i mean

anyway.

today went well at work.

yesterday too.

glad to be back.

i really appreciate rich people who tell me some apology that they cant buy at the moment.

i changed my tone already in my style.

barely begged.

usually

i did. like

push people

but now

i just want a sale.

first time to be early early like hello kuya guard and cleaner

same time like the old times.

i used to log in at circuit around 5am and write amdg.

quite sad my crush is alive but barely noticed me.

or probably saw an embarassing version of myself running.

geez

hehe

oh wells.

its okay sherry.

dont share anymore fb stories.

people dont care.

its okay.

not to be okay.

but im always okay.

mehehe

toodles

love ya all betchez.

takecare

 

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dear loves,

i havent gone home in a really long time

thanks to the likers whom inspire me

you probably dont know

but i always thank heavens

for people like you

its hard to trust strangers in the outside world

sometimes

you just have to take the leap

im glad i always find rest

in this blog

amazing likers

im a flawed human

but at least i fight and get it done

you know

its been really cold

but i always tell myself its gonna get better

left all my so called friends

ive been tied up in sales since april 2017

dunno why

am i here.

 

all ive been doing is keeping my head above water.

 

that was the tune i sang last team building when i was still in my,former employer.

most high class managers there told me

dapat

nagstay

daw ako

well

mahirap

ng

wala

ng allowance

no parental guidance since 17

dormed na in college

echos echos aside

ive been in my condo for a year and 3 months

ive loved every bit of it

and i was the very first

to live here in this building

 

thank you so much.

 

tomorrow i might lose my job

 

but ya know

 

it will be worth it.

 

thank you guys so much.

love y’all πŸ˜πŸ…

cheerios

Holly Hills

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Dear shebangerz

Is the world fucking ending??

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Sometimes

I don’t fuckin

Know

Who I am

Anymore.

 

 

It’s like I did everything for sales.

Got dumped

Got caught plenty times.

 

I even chased after my enemies

Like high school bullies

Or my kind aunt whom might not like me or something

I am doing everything.

To my moms bestie whom she ranted off all my goddamn flaws

To clients who make you hope again

Feels like Im going on a birthday suit and drinking my espresso having no gun to shoot myself.

Cheers to staying in sales.

SalutπŸ˜†πŸ™πŸ’™πŸ’‹πŸ‘…

Done

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If this sales job keeps making me feel like some stuck up high school loner freak—

I still keep

going, chasing places.

Drive

Follow your heart

Chase the sunset.

Forget them

Remember the lesson,

Dance

Passion in your soul

Youth within

Your bones

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Midnight hours

Fast forward life.

“Where do you see yourself in five years ” has been a roundabout question I have been evading and constantly contemplating the past years

Since I turned 22 , life has gone aflame with problems and worry endless supply of gloom and misfortune

Fortunately on a bright note I got “adopted ” in Taiwan and was offered a three year teaching assistant

Job.

Lord knows the struggles I faced

Dropped in a foreign fantasy land elsewhere thinking I could

Dance my way into employment streets and subways. .

Now onto the future

What my life has been since quitting said job

And only finishing my spontaneous paid underrated English summer camp experience internship

Fast forward to tomorrow

.

Here I was back in manila dreary and helpless with no money yet again

Who knew I could survive

But backlashing the past

Never did I know my rents would dare confine me to an institution

with Half my consent

Such ass-filled days but I learned ripe the most darn sure

Life is worth the gold we seek

.

It is up to us to make it brighter

And more beautiful of course

 

* cheers to all who have been struggling lately

*love u all lots

Hugs

xx (*Β΄βˆ‡ο½€*)