Holly Hills

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Dear shebangerz

Is the world fucking ending??

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Sometimes

I don’t fuckin

Know

Who I am

Anymore.

 

 

It’s like I did everything for sales.

Got dumped

Got caught plenty times.

 

I even chased after my enemies

Like high school bullies

Or my kind aunt whom might not like me or something

I am doing everything.

To my moms bestie whom she ranted off all my goddamn flaws

To clients who make you hope again

Feels like Im going on a birthday suit and drinking my espresso having no gun to shoot myself.

Cheers to staying in sales.

SalutπŸ˜†πŸ™πŸ’™πŸ’‹πŸ‘…

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Done

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If this sales job keeps making me feel like some stuck up high school loner freak—

I still keep

going, chasing places.

Drive

Follow your heart

Chase the sunset.

Forget them

Remember the lesson,

Dance

Passion in your soul

Youth within

Your bones

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Midnight hours

Fast forward life.

“Where do you see yourself in five years ” has been a roundabout question I have been evading and constantly contemplating the past years

Since I turned 22 , life has gone aflame with problems and worry endless supply of gloom and misfortune

Fortunately on a bright note I got “adopted ” in Taiwan and was offered a three year teaching assistant

Job.

Lord knows the struggles I faced

Dropped in a foreign fantasy land elsewhere thinking I could

Dance my way into employment streets and subways. .

Now onto the future

What my life has been since quitting said job

And only finishing my spontaneous paid underrated English summer camp experience internship

Fast forward to tomorrow

.

Here I was back in manila dreary and helpless with no money yet again

Who knew I could survive

But backlashing the past

Never did I know my rents would dare confine me to an institution

with Half my consent

Such ass-filled days but I learned ripe the most darn sure

Life is worth the gold we seek

.

It is up to us to make it brighter

And more beautiful of course

 

* cheers to all who have been struggling lately

*love u all lots

Hugs

xx (*Β΄βˆ‡ο½€*)