Lately my artistic vibes has been compromised, I figured it out.
Lately my artistic vibes has been compromised, I figured it out.
dear loveds thanks for always being there for me even though im a perfectly flawed and imperfect being that keeps on changing and spinning around like crazy wherein i have zero friends and fucks to give this fuckin new year since sometimes when i do become alone which is all the time i feel so lonely but i catch myself and always count my blessing
I think at 26 i have grown enough adulthood swag that the swag lowd have mercy on me and my hatred on : lloyd cervantes, hazel dee and jeoff racelis. They hurt me too much like hell
I miss alveo and their culture to the point i wasn’t culture shocked at all
I fear change the most but that is all we always need to move forward
I have come freed from the motherfuckin world
I miss being 22
I miss being thrown to the depths of Taiwan
Not knowing a thing about the universe or the world itself
Just leaving the world of the academe without much merit or recognition
Was truly, deeply hellish
but then again we are the choices that we make.
Last year was a sitch
i can’t believe i got hired like cray 2 days after my birthday
when nobody came and i spent a dime tryna think i could have fun
I will always miss my boss in alveo
The only boss
Next to dior
i know my blog is hoarish but pls bear with me
i have hurt myself Too deeply last year
am quite afraid
But the new will always be new
…no yosi pls sherry
Tama na sa mga taong nakaraan.
Btw facebook stopped me from liking posts again…
more like blocked me.
…God knows everything.
Hey y’all. I dunno whats up anymore lately. I feel like something strange weird is going on but no more feels and fucks to give since people keep taking and taking. And im too tired anymore to give. To show them my true self and feelings. Because once you do they pounce on you like a cheetah. Super cray. Keeping to yourself is power. Also stop the negativity and the trauma. You know you are a good person. So much angst since teenage years but oh hey age doesn’t matter. Try to think positive despite all your downfall
Most especially, love and light ✖⚜⛾ create
Calm become be good be good
Love love and love stop
Love love and love
Even though you fall
Can say you have loved
Though nobody sometimes ,
I know I’m Super Fly, ☆ ey 119 followers
I am entirely grateful u all been there with me, truly universe has been so kind, im broke and jobless, kinda, i got an insurance job, was very very very lucky 😚
I passed the exams last October 26.
I resigned from Ortigas October 13.
Since then Hallelujah
I met a bad bitch boss at Ortigas who promised me entry again next twenty o nine but she left me gaping… I thought she said six mos. exit then come back around but hell no, she f*cking left me in the air, like hanging there with so much pain tbh since I was hoping to get back at the bad bosses downing me out and backlashing me out.
But then I realize as I swam this real world loves me so much.
No need to have comparison over others, as God has loved me thru thick and thin. He gave me a 2nd life when I was eight and dying. Though my mum and dad are cruel people, He always gave me the back hand and the upper edge to succeed in no matter any situation
Let me meet people who were and always will be, amazing
Btw I went home today shopping for Christmas, most of them were pink, classy and unicorn style，
I miss Ateneo, I miss Ms Dior from Taipei, I miss Alveo and Boss Gad,
I miss our dog Ollie Back Home…the home I will never run back
To no matter how hopeless I am, no matter how injured, hurt, even though just recently I got hit AF by a tric but he was nice as he took me in for a free ride since I was stunned shookt there, like basically motionless, kneeling
In my wounds…pero in fair
Di siya malala
Kaya super thanks 💋
Can’t wait for 2019, am sad Karina is sad and Aljon got evicted sa PBB
I thought of vlogging my life pero parang di na ganun ka natural pag ivlog mo haha,
Dame kong nakakausap sa labas,
I even got lost in Poblacion only to have my lost TIN ID notarized quite expensively for 250 bucks, sinabi nung guy na nag sell nang burgers na Car name yung names nang burgers na mahal daw dapat 100 to 150 lang yung price.
Pinakaasar ako is that I waited mga 10 ish to 15 min, parang eternity yon kasi the guy there was like making landi to his old classmate instead of working, like inuna pa niya mag add sa FB kaysa gawin yung Notary ko, dafudge diba
Tapos nainis na ko kasi hello nag aantay ako amp tas mahal pa sinigil saken huwaw such work ethic… sometimes ya know
I secretly wish I was missed by my co-workers in Ortigas
Kasi pati ba naman sa Circuit
Nakita ako lel
Like she shouted, “Sherry!”
While I was crossing the lil pedestrian at the back
And um na huwaw ako na Sherry finally tinawag niya sakin
Kasi names are important ya know!
Sobrang saya ko na nawalan ako nang takot sa Angkas
It made me feel like a rockstar
Sana buhay ko ganon
Fyi sobrang gandara nang calling card
Pinagawa ko sa Chill Hub
Grabe galing nila
Sarap talaga mag promote hehe
Like maybe doing a vlog might be so nice
But the mystery and the sponteneity of you, living your raggedy, jackass of a life
Might be lost right
Di perfect buhay
Wala akong ya know
Kinakaya ko naman
Kasi di mo naman kailangan muna
Dame ko pang pangarap na magagawa
Like it was my first time this December to clean my meager apartment
And clean it like hell
Tryna find my TIN card!
Then awhile ago sa morning I was so happy I got to Atrium Makati to finally
Hopefully get my TIN ID tom
Btw Affidavit of loss pala yung tinaga saken
Mediyo first time ko rin kasi asikasuhin yang
Mga yan oh btw I stole a knife um jk fork today mahahaa
Um natapon ko din ata yung Sterling spoon and fork ko sa apartment kaya yun squad poor life talaga
Tapos di na ko nagpapaapekto sa mga humihingi nang money sa sampaguita
Kasi last year andame ko na binili sa mga yan
Pati rose nga eh
To be continued
hey y’all !! whadup 😊
currently unemployed and my back hurts from losing so much sleep and all the stress that comes with unemployment.
but hey i am coping so far, my room is messy but clean.
i do feel i might fail the exam on friday
but am glad timezone is opening at ayala circuit so yey
not giving a f*ck much to people who dont give a f*ck
wishing i can shop by dover street in nyc
i hope i can always count my blessing no matter how much pain sorrow weight stress anxiety problems i do carry
i got mah back
thank you for everything.
i rarely say thanks to myself,
always conscious of what other people might think of me,
always pretending im better off alone,
always trying hard to defend myself from people or nasty b*tches trying hard to fall over by bringing me down
but you know what
probably giving a sh*t is what most gets a person to danger.
the best way to heal is to ignore negativity and accept murphy’s law
the best way to solve problems is to do something that will change your future each day.
time goes thru
everyone should start to re-evaluate themselves
know their inner strength
build castles and fortress
by knowing what is truly
what do you live for
own your truths
leave stress and the rest
speak your voice
handle situations calmly
grace effort gratitude