eastside

 

dear everyone

ive been trying real hard to stay adrift. most days i feel somewhat blank and unspoken. i talk to strangers i forget. but i never remember not to be kind. thank you for the kind souls ive met in the year. the days may be most unpleasant but the comeback overrides the setbacks

i know one day will come

that i rise

thank you for letting me speak to my one and only college crush

and also for all the beauty and art i always see and appreciate

day by day

may all the glory be to god

he is the only healer giver protector and sole refuge

he is our strength

thank you

much love.

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dear loves,

i havent gone home in a really long time

thanks to the likers whom inspire me

you probably dont know

but i always thank heavens

for people like you

its hard to trust strangers in the outside world

sometimes

you just have to take the leap

im glad i always find rest

in this blog

amazing likers

im a flawed human

but at least i fight and get it done

you know

its been really cold

but i always tell myself its gonna get better

left all my so called friends

ive been tied up in sales since april 2017

dunno why

am i here.

 

all ive been doing is keeping my head above water.

 

that was the tune i sang last team building when i was still in my,former employer.

most high class managers there told me

dapat

nagstay

daw ako

well

mahirap

ng

wala

ng allowance

no parental guidance since 17

dormed na in college

echos echos aside

ive been in my condo for a year and 3 months

ive loved every bit of it

and i was the very first

to live here in this building

 

thank you so much.

 

tomorrow i might lose my job

 

but ya know

 

it will be worth it.

 

thank you guys so much.

love y’all 😝🏅

cheerios

grind

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so far i love ortigas

nevermind the manager

or the teammates

or the redundancy of manning

i was self made

for sales

it comes a matter of time

before

i wont ever be paasa na

sa mga akala mo maclose na

petiks lang pala

parang ayala lang

hello tears

nasan ka na

parang nawalan ka na nang

puso

🌷

its gonna get better

yay 101 follows

sana makatravel na ko

ang tagal na

antayin pa yata to ng pasko

yay ig and fb

kudos

hope this blog flourish

sana lang

may mag like pa

patunay at patibay na

kaya ko,pa manulat

kasi hindi naman parin ako writer

sa dami ng inapplayan ko

para di ako dito sa pinas

sana mag kaanak nalang ako

mawala ganon

k

so into u

kismet

hey guys and gurls

lately

my head super hurts

ive been on the nine

i got ten guests this aug 8

thats wow

really been on the mile

galing diba

ive only been one month in this job

and been doing great

i wish

i can forgive all the haters

and focus on my self

lately

ive been getting the do you have a bf question

im like

im not ready

sorry

also

am sorry

for all the peeps i lashed out and unfriended

on fb

including my current boss

bryan chen

hes not bad

im starting to think

its gonna bee a great journey

he doesnt take things seriously

also he is kind

only 32

how i wish sales manager na rin ako

btw alveo doesnt think of me na

im also forgiving all of them

tutal mahal ko naman sila lahat

may isa lang na dapat di ko na pinansin

i miss ate che clem roland haha

sila lang magagaling

elai too saw me kanina

hahahahahaha

savage hagarda

nag jejeep sa zapote

mag gym

ahahahaha

may nakita pang di na dapat nakita

ays

hayst

hahaha

choose your battles motherfuckers

really

life is gold

think about

your future

what are you

doing

right

now

.

hi

bye

its okay you missed my birthday

ok lang din wala nang jonty wahahahaha

miss ko na maging inlove

pero wala eh

siguro bato talaga ko

hahahaha

byers

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Hayaan mo na.

Dear Lord. Napakasaya ako dahil kahit imperpekto ang buhay ko. Nagkakasakit ako at nasasaktan parati. Nanjan ka lang sa buhay ko magdamag. Kahit di ako nakakapagdasal alam ko nanjan yung pasensya Mo at presence Mo. Maraming salamat today kasi kahit may sakit ako sa ulo at may PCOS pa ako at may ubo slight nalang. At mga limang araw din nasa kama lang. Aside from grocery shopping sa GB 5. Miss ko na lahat. At nasasaktan pa ko dati pero alam ko magiging okay din lahat.

I am glad I was able to make it on time for the laundry. Then it started to rain really hard now at this moment!

~ Laundry closes at 8 and it came to be so expensive na pero alam mo yun magaling tayo magtipid at bumili at a value. Thank you Lord sa pagiingat niyo sakin kahit magisa ako since 1992 at marami di ako naiintindihan.

Salamat sa boss ko dati at ngayon. Mahal ko sila lahat. Pati officemates. Ngayon ewan ko ba. May crush ako sa work pero hahayaan ko nalang. Tutal may goals naman ako at mabilis tahak ng panahon.

Lord thank you so much kahit di nagpaparamdam pamilya ko at puyat lagi. Araw araw pinapakita niyo na magaling kayo。Mas kakayanin ko pa mga sakit sa puso at inis sa loob pag anjan kayo。

Thank you for taking care of me since I graduated March 2014。

i love You

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Whys

what keeps you going

these days

what spark

fire

heart

soul

does your heart speak

?

today I got hired supposedly by Ortigas & Company

I do admire their posture and sophistication

Completely

got emotional and confused

But I realized

I cannot give up my Makati condo you know

I still haveta sell some Ayala property

Before I getta move on.

Dunno if im in love, maybe yes

But really keep it trust

Do anything to be you

I dont know about you

But I long to finally find myself

Cheers and hello