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One thing I know in my life is no matter where I am at, I always make sure I bloom with selfhood made of kindness, wit, brevity, and a little angst to go along with.

Self made individuals live a life carved by their own choices—

People impede and step on their goals but they always manage enough grit and dignity to make sense of their past, present and eventual future.

Most people have assumptions and I think it is a healthy boundary to just let others be others and let you be you.

Many people have identifiers and the best one I know

Are those who actually, dgaf LtyH

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recently i made my first trip to divisoria alone at manila,

for foreigners, divisoria is a thrift flea market that sells all kind of crazy affordably ridiculous things

that is

if you know how to haggle

since last 2013

i came there

went back last Nov 12

prices have indeed changed

volumized

like pricey AF

but am glad super

like

i was able to go by myself

despite fearing getting lost

many kind souls were there to guide my way

and even make chit chat to me

like there really are sellers dedicated

to their job

and some really kind

people

wishin

me

gonna

go back

next year

see you, sales

thank u, next xx sher

intelligence is sexy

keep

so what ive worked 1 year six mos in sales

talked to alotta people

merged time around idiots

spent time chatting away with prudy wannabes

people whom never understood the pain i had inside

the pain i always carried

but nevermind

sales, i will miss you

i cannot believe the times i saturated alone

all the other agents from other developers ive basically encountered

that moments ive suicided inside a public smoking lounge and gave out flyers while chinese people smoked out

that time nobody knew me or

i felt like a dead zombie

waiting to be saved

by no one

im proud of my 1 year 6 months

i have resigned

october 13 2018 sure na sure na

sana lord kaw na bahala

ok naman ako

masakit lang yung marami kang sakit sa loob

tapos mediyo grabe ka mag mahal

kaya parati nasasaktan

pero wala naman

nagmamahal sayo

kaya ayaw na drama

sikap at tiyaga

nonchalance

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so i have secretly accepted that there are many many things places people situations pain suffering etc in the world i cannot change

i cannot change where i come from

i cannot change the past

i cannot

undo forget all the reality that is happening

and the people around me

but what i can change is myself

my regrowth

my beginning

my disposition in life

apparently

my metamorphosis

Nevertheless

Sixpence None The Richer

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Hey guys

I admit I have been posting

A lot in social media lately

And watching Youtube

And I got this (dis) phone

Dissed

Like left behind

Since I got a new cell thats like

Samsung C8

And I smartunlocked it here

Since it came from China,

Um dad’s donation

So basically

I have been ditching work

But at the same time

Intriguingly

Reminisced the power of 2017

How it gave me the entire

Year

To map out

Rough out my mess

And plant a seed in me

Something untouchable

Nevermind the pains

It provided me a gift

Given that I can strongly agree

I don’t cry anymore

I have a newfound self awareness

That its clearly okay to be alone

That we can never win our battles

But we can choose how to

React or like,

Deal slash cope towards it

In my case its my mom and family

Also my dad

Like I said in this blog

It has been a history

Of hurt

Thats why im proud im moving on

I really liked today for some reason

Its totally rad

Nobody cares about my social media posts

And im sure there are some creepers out there I have yet to unfriend

You all know how the world goes

Always remember the only one that can hurt you

Is

Yourself

Xoxo,

Forever single but proud independent

Happy 96