Lord

Thank u Lord for all my blessing

Though I can’t make my Apple Macbook Air work like I want to

I deeply wish you will give me someone who can teach me tech stuff

Like Netflix

And make me interested in graphic design and video editing again

Often I Reminisce the Times

I used to stay up all night and day trying to edit videos in college

Up to this day in my old Macbook White it still

Exists

Thank you

I wish I can be a pro again @ video editing

Making vlogs

Will surely cheer me up

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Fragile cities

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This year I have been grateful to have met people worthy of me.

My life has its turnabouts, such as my family leaving me. Also, there will be people whom may not have the kind understanding why I harbor my resentment toward my own parents.

Likewise sending me here and there.. everywhere! To all parts of the world.

Unnamingly, as I pour piece by piece, tear by tear ounces of myself in this blog , I pray to cope and find moments of healing : for my sickness, my growth, my place in this world.

And a couple of understanding. That’s all we will ever need in our life.

To the people who left me and declined me, thanks.

Why not?

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Let me get this straight.

You are alone in this world, so very alone that strangers become permanent places you would visit and likely encounter day to day… Should you feel indifferent about the causalities which led to your aloneness? Or do you give in and feel sorry your circumstances led you in such unforgivable state?

The answer lies within you. The happiness that you seek, after all cannot be found in the midst of externalities.

What makes you shine through or become better and happier is from the choosing to be happy or brighter.

In this world many people will leave us and hurt our souls.

It is inevitable to regret sharing parts of ourselves, deepest forms of our character to them who will just lie around and make our minds hurt of despair and confusion.

The thing is, it is very hard to forgive and forget. When the incidents are gone the terrible memories remain. Those demons we face on our own are remnants of how we battled some scars in dealing with people and problems.

Again it is not very easy to forget. Much more forgive people who never bothered apologizing, feeling the bit remorseful or showing a little humility along the way.

But guess what? It’s their problem. Not ours to bear or carry. So whatever you are holding through, I salute you for being brave.

Not everyone can smile in darkness or laugh while hurting. The best ones do.

Love, keep smiling.

S