Living my life alone has had its ups and downs. I always craved the love of my parents since I never really had the time to be there for myself. All my life I had been a shut in. Starting from school. It has always been hard. Growing up was never easy. Sometimes I wish I were still a kid. I dunno where will I find people who will acknowledge and love me the way I want to be loved. But then there are also moments that defines us …simply acknowledging our existence here on earth is enough. Why worry about problems or people out there we cannot please no matter what amount of time we placed on self improvement our brains have shed so many skeletons, I wondered how can one manage to balance intuition and gut, but I do know my self worth lies in all the accomplishments that helped define me as an individual, because it has not been easy trying to love others, finding your voice in a critical world, seeking harsh truths that yield on our personal growth, experience, courage, losing heart is the very worst. If all else fails, at least, you can pause and say cheers. You have been made an even stronger version of you, overthinking or being normal. Isn’t it all quite the same.
May I always forgive people and accept rejection. May I always accept the past and the mistakes I have been making. Thank you for trusting me the magic of new beginnings，thanks sa mga taong naniniwala pa sakin and salamat sa lahat nang nagawa nang Lord kapit lang at mararating din.
Thanks for making me wake up consistently na nang 8am kasi di ko akalain na maaga na ko nagigising.
Pasasalamat sa mga taong tunay na may pakialam sakin.
Yung mga they took their way to greet me pa sa New Year.
Salamat at may gift din ako galing sa Ninang ko nung End nang 2018.
It means a lot really.
The magic of waking up to a peaceful place.
My condo. My year.
Anything I want to be.
Thanks, 125 followers.
If it weren’t for you,
I might have given up
hello loves. it felt good to be 26. turning 27 in april next year but the hype continues on proving myself to the world . its quite disappointing im no performer in the realm of arts, a designer by profession, a business owner or something that i dream of.. all i did was graduate admu by 21 and work
you know that feeling when you get older you get some bee jees or like hair raising feel that you are actually alive
and nobody can bring you down
because you only get one life
so might as well be the best version of your self
learn from your mistakes,
truly appreciate people
most esp God
the Maker of all good things
Someone you can come to
Someone whom gave you enough battles to prove to the world you are not a weakling
So if you get depressed some days
Or if you are living alone like me
Get out and talk to people
I may be out of sales
But my heart for humanity
is not ever cold
thank you everyone
i hope u become successful
woke up in the morning today
i have been having insomnia for the past two weeks
im glad i woke up at 7 today when i slept at three
thats the grandest
i also unfollowed my first 💋
im glad i was friends with T and he didn’t block me when I said goodbye to him
Im quite sad nobody likes my blog posts anymore
But its alright.
I originally planned to go shopping today
Ukay in Philippines or Thriftshop
But Im too lazy
Way too tired cleaning everyday
Wish I have kids already
Anyhow boo hoo
Happy halloween loves
Thanks for 103 friends in FB, 40 followers in IG and 112 here at WordPress
thanks for 106
ive decided to be more optimistic
and honest or like um
am really sorry i only follow 3 blogs
i even unfollowed myself on wordpress
just got home in my makati condo
i sorta impulse buy
some black pants
the one im wearing in the photo
and a brown shirt
im getting my comm on monday!
wish me luck
im so happy i got home safely today
i spent 350 going from malabon to makati
i rode the p2p bus carrying so much stuff on my alveo paper bag
thanks so much y’all
i hope that sometimes you realize
that it hurts that someone you love doesn’t love you back
but you be happy and keep going anyway
thanks so much
much love and always
ps : maintenance is more important than progress
and true love is different from great love ?
haven’t met mine yet
Have u ever
had an experience
Tried to save somebody
ended up blocking u
to me even though my social stat
Here are my thoughts
world peace and global domination
You can’t be right all the time
love people who love you back
is just dead, shit scareless
What Makes This World Good
May angels lead you in.
What does it mean to be good?
It means, one must overcome the bad nature inherent among us.
When people hurt us, it is up to us to receive this energy.
The world is full of dark, hidden secrets.
That lady with a huge smile on her face next door might be going through a myriad of problems.
Your old teacher might be experiencing age-old loneliness.
Your dog might be feeling sad and alone.
People always have inner criticism and judgment for the people around them.
Inevitable as it seems, they hide their true nature from the public, to better the good reputation they uphold in the everyday masks they wear.
Finding self-reflexivity is crucial in constructing one’s thoughts and in doing one’s actions.
To maintain balance– Let go of the bad, take in the good.
Character, integrity and wisdom enables our good nature to grow and carry light within.
So trust the longings that you have, you are on the right path.
Notwithstanding the past, the gloomy present, the unforeseeable future.
Keep right with your nature, your deep soul, your powerful feelings.
If you continuously hold firmly towards the truth, that goodness inside of you; to love, to succeed, to shelter your spirit and its difficulties.
Even if you may be alone, you will always find a place in the caverns of your good soul.
Live this life with a well of patience, a gold of silence, a heart of clarity.
Before you know it, if you steadfastly hold true to your values, beliefs, good nature, character, energy and wisdom, all things will take place.
And you will go on, with wings to carry as far as the skies go.