The personal is the political
My voice is lost.
By doing so many routines, like paying bills, tryna overlook the future, moving on to further heights, armageddon hurt
Losing your power is like losing your self, your boss, your ally.
What we mirror becomes our reality.
Sometimes we go too far in life, we forget the fact that we too have weaknesses which people use against us.
It is too rare nowadays for people to just …be themselves.
The farther you go, the realization sinks in.
There were some people who really believed in you, whether they have destroyed you or made you more mature.
Their words hurt.
But you know,
It is up to you to become so affected to the noise.
Up to you.
To be patient.
We get all what we deserve.
Only God knows what we are up to.
so what ive worked 1 year six mos in sales
talked to alotta people
merged time around idiots
spent time chatting away with prudy wannabes
people whom never understood the pain i had inside
the pain i always carried
sales, i will miss you
i cannot believe the times i saturated alone
all the other agents from other developers ive basically encountered
that moments ive suicided inside a public smoking lounge and gave out flyers while chinese people smoked out
that time nobody knew me or
i felt like a dead zombie
waiting to be saved
by no one
im proud of my 1 year 6 months
i have resigned
october 13 2018 sure na sure na
sana lord kaw na bahala
ok naman ako
masakit lang yung marami kang sakit sa loob
tapos mediyo grabe ka mag mahal
kaya parati nasasaktan
pero wala naman
kaya ayaw na drama
sikap at tiyaga
hey guys and gurls
my head super hurts
ive been on the nine
i got ten guests this aug 8
really been on the mile
ive only been one month in this job
and been doing great
i can forgive all the haters
and focus on my self
ive been getting the do you have a bf question
im not ready
for all the peeps i lashed out and unfriended
including my current boss
hes not bad
im starting to think
its gonna bee a great journey
he doesnt take things seriously
also he is kind
how i wish sales manager na rin ako
btw alveo doesnt think of me na
im also forgiving all of them
tutal mahal ko naman sila lahat
may isa lang na dapat di ko na pinansin
i miss ate che clem roland haha
sila lang magagaling
elai too saw me kanina
nag jejeep sa zapote
may nakita pang di na dapat nakita
choose your battles motherfuckers
life is gold
what are you
its okay you missed my birthday
ok lang din wala nang jonty wahahahaha
miss ko na maging inlove
pero wala eh
siguro bato talaga ko
i’ve never had a goddamn summer
Lately you will realize life is one blank page and nobody can ever really understand you and your life how your soul works or your mind
Someday you will know that it is better to love yourself and listen to people genuinely to discern yourself than to give yourself full to another.
Make you change, don’t dwell too much and spark something that will count one day in the future. Stop relying on others to tell you how it’s like. Tell the world how you want your life to be. Behold, this is the new.
I am so grateful for my whole November.
Hard work indeed pays off.
commitment effort pain sacrifice trust