God

If I could trace my experience, I would trade it for nothing.

Happiness does not cost you a thing, a living, a sacrifice.

Happiness is a feeling.

It is pure and innocent, and does not ask you for something in return.

Happiness is freely giving with no further judgment,

Happiness is being polite and understanding,

It is about appreciating the little things we do for someone we love.

Happiness is looking up to someone, instead of shaming their past or their mistakes.

Happiness is letting go,

The fact that we are alive here on earth is enough fact that we are eager to make a life each and every day.

 

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Be Kind

So the ganap is I went to Makati City Hall last Dec 6 to get my NSO and got my SSS verified at PRC and submitted my requirements for Grepa Life Insurance, so I can get my code and start selling.

I am tryna focusing on myself these days and am really hurt, wasak and lonely but it doesn’t affect me at all. All I do is try hardest to be productive and jam many things in the day to make it work like in Dec 6 all I did was 1) verify my SSS which was already existing

2) get my NSO well nauna ito kaya yun, mabilis lang ang process

3) I paid mah rent asap so Insured na ko sa January kasi di ako nakikipag communicate sa mom ko kaya di niya binayara rent, este caretaker had to contact her and she didn’t pick up the phone daw so text nalang, nakakahiya diba

4) paid grepa insurance fee at RCBC well easy peasy

5) go to my dentist who was a bitch at real world circumstances like um why do we even small talk lel …i still wear retainers hot dang. Ugm

6) go to Brahma Kumaris

The same day… Makati, I rode behind the tric drivers back omg cringe but well ganyan talaga kapag mahirap na este tag hirap na lalo na pasko season traffic kaoras uy

7) Made it to Brahma Makati paying only 40 bucks kasi nga nakisakay lang ako galing kalye after crossing the long damn train in Filmore like guh

8) thought of taking a cab to La Fuerza to eat dinner at Lido but plan failed

9) I got into some weird crazy maniac …again cab driver whom I asap lipad na kasi ew, di niya lam san yung La Fuerza At Chino Roces uhuh

10) So I dropped the cab sa Amorsolo kasi yun lang kaya ko ituro fron GMaps ayay

11) Naligaw nanaman sa Makati, before that nag lakad lakad pala ako bago nag cab…

12) Um

13) I bailed the German party thing at La Fuerza since ang late na tapos may “interview” ako sa bitchy boss nato na gurl na sinabi na on the fri of next week daw nyak napakaspecific day, di man lang sinabi yung date ang gulo noh,

14) so Like after fixing my adult problems the entire day, made lil tambay to Cash n Carry, rode the dang tric to Bagtikan cor Zobel St. in San Antonio

15) In a nutshell naligaw sa Amorsolo, nagtambay sa isang weird lil resto na nag sell nang nike shoes, yosi at anu pang kakaibang merch

16) I therefore went home na kasi wawa naman diba may interview

17) crazy part is of course duh the next day mamimis ko yung interview ko sad

18) which is worse kasi inadvice ko yung bossy bitch na malalate ako kasi 10 yung interview sa CV tapos ulul gagu 2am as always gising pa yours truly diba

19) tapos alam naman niya na nag linis ako nang bahay because did I mention, To her na linigpit ko lahat nang bahay ko maghanap lang nang TIN ID ko for requirements sa GREPA

20) Which, to my disadvantage, my so called biological mutter confiscated my passport weeks months ago and I decided to cut my ties with them like yeah, you deserve it ,all of YOU.

21) I wanna cry but tears can’t stream down my tear ducts anymore lel

22) So there I finished going to the dentist Today, for my Retainers

And then the sitch is, I keep eating sticky foods like craving them and shit like pichi pichi and not working out oh noes

And um I was so very happy I was able to buy lots of kutchinta huhu awhile ago huhu super huhu food is soul like lifer ahuhu

23) mediyo naaawa na ko sa sarili ko at this point

24) pero keri lang hehe

Dame kong haters btw

Like sa real life, di lang family ko…

Dami nag hurt saken dis year,

SPEECHLESS AKO

Pati yung boss bitch na tatrabahuan ko nayayabangan ako sakanya like oh my

Di nag rereply,

Im the girl na kahit ilang buwan ako tulog este tameme namahiga sa kama,

Never ako yung type na di gagawa nang paraan para umusad

Para kong gago kakamessenger nang maayos grabe sobrang nega nya

Like RIP Sales na siguro for me,

Sobra akong winasak wild talaga ang drama drama dameng peke jan na tao kala mo mabait wala namang halaga ang puso mo sakanila

Like whoah

I cannot compose myself out of speechlessness and the hatred

You just cennet help it

Fyi si ateng boss pa grabe kabulul sa English

Yubung yubung gawd

Like omg can you take my life already

Im about to explode

For reals

Di ko kaya

Alam ko TMI eto pero swear, ang hirap mag panggap na okay lang lahat at okay lang sinasaktan ka, di ka binibigyan nang kaluluwa

Kahit kaluluwa nalang eh

Dami rin gago jan

Lalo na mga lalake

Beks pa

Waw

Hanep talaga si Ateng, sinabi niya “I want you to be part of my team”… im like

No mam go KEKE yourself… magsama kayo ni LEC jan sa Ortigas

Grabe kayo

Masipag ako

Grabe insulto

Grabe ugali

Grabe mukha

So kapal uh58d34b0762b1b71bce90545958aa75b9

sum daze

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i truly regret ,2018 has been such a wasted year

i left my job at alveo

ended

in the dumpster

worked for sh*t ass bosses

who cannot get THE work done

and even handle you with this nasty, self entitlement you got served dish.

so dont work for them

period.

im very worried

insurance

not my thing.

i cried before

resigning.

see the huge or like life time

decision

i made !

wtf holy sh*t, like

i woke up

and my jobs gone.

i still have two months …

two months for what !

contract ends december 20

who cares ?

evil is evil

and choose your battle

love and light

#angas

clean freak.

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hello loves. it felt good to be 26. turning 27 in april next year but the hype continues on proving myself to the world . its quite disappointing im no performer in the realm of arts, a designer by profession, a business owner or something that i dream of.. all i did was graduate admu by 21 and work

you know that feeling when you get older you get some bee jees or like hair raising feel that you are actually alive

and nobody can bring you down

because you only get one life

so might as well be the best version of your self

forgive

grow

learn from your mistakes,

truly appreciate people

most esp God

the Maker of all good things

Someone you can come to

Someone whom gave you enough battles to prove to the world you are not a weakling

So if you get depressed some days

Or if you are living alone like me

Get out and talk to people

I may be out of sales

But my heart for humanity

is not ever cold

thank you everyone

xx sher

Hayaan mo na.

Dear Lord. Napakasaya ako dahil kahit imperpekto ang buhay ko. Nagkakasakit ako at nasasaktan parati. Nanjan ka lang sa buhay ko magdamag. Kahit di ako nakakapagdasal alam ko nanjan yung pasensya Mo at presence Mo. Maraming salamat today kasi kahit may sakit ako sa ulo at may PCOS pa ako at may ubo slight nalang. At mga limang araw din nasa kama lang. Aside from grocery shopping sa GB 5. Miss ko na lahat. At nasasaktan pa ko dati pero alam ko magiging okay din lahat.

I am glad I was able to make it on time for the laundry. Then it started to rain really hard now at this moment!

~ Laundry closes at 8 and it came to be so expensive na pero alam mo yun magaling tayo magtipid at bumili at a value. Thank you Lord sa pagiingat niyo sakin kahit magisa ako since 1992 at marami di ako naiintindihan.

Salamat sa boss ko dati at ngayon. Mahal ko sila lahat. Pati officemates. Ngayon ewan ko ba. May crush ako sa work pero hahayaan ko nalang. Tutal may goals naman ako at mabilis tahak ng panahon.

Lord thank you so much kahit di nagpaparamdam pamilya ko at puyat lagi. Araw araw pinapakita niyo na magaling kayo。Mas kakayanin ko pa mga sakit sa puso at inis sa loob pag anjan kayo。

Thank you for taking care of me since I graduated March 2014。

i love You

NBSB

proud of it

 

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#somuchlove

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#sowhat

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Wherever

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Barely felt summer 2018

Highlights

I threw a party and 4 people came

I drank Sangria

I got sick

Entirely april was full of sick

Music is my first love

I am being

Humble

I love my family

My boss

My teammates

The people who truly encouraged

Me

To be

Simply

Strong

Kind

Reliable

Responsible

Thats it.

Though some days

I get the usual

Anxiety

Play this game

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Summer

Hello world

Sherry here

I always wished I can be as pretty as Nam from that Thai movie

Beauty is on the inside

Our life will not be short if we fill it with meaningful moments

And live it

I also read a book

Humility is seeing less of ourselves and more about

Others,

It is recognizing that we as human beings

Begin to understand others

And put them on our shoe

That even though

they ignore us on our b-day,

Berate us on somebody they like

Fight us like we did something wrong,

We still stand up

Anybody out there left behind,

I will hold your hand

Loves and light

Sherry mae chan 💘👊💞💜