Dance

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the light is coming

halloween is here

sherr be slayin

kudos to independent life

buhbye parentals

the hell with you all

all meaning my family

except for mac

thanks universe

always guiding me since 22

what a rough time

awhile ago

i saw a shirt that said

“retired teenager”

hahaha

wishing for wellness

healing

growing pains

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eastside

 

dear everyone

ive been trying real hard to stay adrift. most days i feel somewhat blank and unspoken. i talk to strangers i forget. but i never remember not to be kind. thank you for the kind souls ive met in the year. the days may be most unpleasant but the comeback overrides the setbacks

i know one day will come

that i rise

thank you for letting me speak to my one and only college crush

and also for all the beauty and art i always see and appreciate

day by day

may all the glory be to god

he is the only healer giver protector and sole refuge

he is our strength

thank you

much love.

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hey ya all.

today.

the last day of September.

woke up at 5am.

slept around 2am.

yesterday, sept. 29

i gave my flyer to a stranger from my college.

he mumbled “thanks”.

i dunno but i liked him.

but i guess we don’t have the same level of class.

like .i aint yo rich gurl

get what i mean

anyway.

today went well at work.

yesterday too.

glad to be back.

i really appreciate rich people who tell me some apology that they cant buy at the moment.

i changed my tone already in my style.

barely begged.

usually

i did. like

push people

but now

i just want a sale.

first time to be early early like hello kuya guard and cleaner

same time like the old times.

i used to log in at circuit around 5am and write amdg.

quite sad my crush is alive but barely noticed me.

or probably saw an embarassing version of myself running.

geez

hehe

oh wells.

its okay sherry.

dont share anymore fb stories.

people dont care.

its okay.

not to be okay.

but im always okay.

mehehe

toodles

love ya all betchez.

takecare

 

bloom

dearest diary

i have had enough with people who always take me for granted,

today i willingly talked with our sales director in the company, and all he did was grill me into saying how the real world is cruel and unfair and how i seem to be …sheltered wow as if he knew the path i walked onto and my character per se…

i realize how we, as a human individual, can never really find ourselves and our worth in a person,

and how we must blossom where our heart and purpose go.

i deeply tried to leave their division and my team, but sales director said how i was the only rare case that dared to do that,

as nobody tried to leave due to personal preference,

just me.

to recount,

i was really clueless how to go about, i love my job but hate how the bosses cannot close the work,

i keep comparing them to my former developer.

the fact is, i love sales as i have thrived to keep up with manning and setting appointments to so many hopefuls na closing pero

lahat paasa,

i just really wished i was placed in a good group.

it is hard to say you can thrive anyplace and bloom,

mahirap yon.

mas mahirap pa kung di mo makita sarili mo dun, and yung purpose mo

and you ask what the heck am i doing this for.

many people broke me over the past years,

people i trusted the most.

i dont even begin to understand some big douchy boss can say and hurl shit stuff like that to my face.

i know education helps in identifying people and their capabilities but this is too much,

respect is the basic human gift apart from kindness,

if one lacks that

then obviously you know which way to go darling.

never ever doubt yourself,

dont give someone the power over you.

and if you dont like the people there,

better leave with head held high.

it doesnt matter anymore.

all the praise i held,

galing yun sa taas.

lahat ng ginawa ko,

sa alveo and sa nakaraan,

the effortless work i did for ortigas.

thank you so much, sales.

maybe, i have garnered enough lessons.

nobody ought to even point it out loud.

thanks for the grand finale.

signing off xoxo

sherry

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Barely felt summer 2018

Highlights

I threw a party and 4 people came

I drank Sangria

I got sick

Entirely april was full of sick

Music is my first love

I am being

Humble

I love my family

My boss

My teammates

The people who truly encouraged

Me

To be

Simply

Strong

Kind

Reliable

Responsible

Thats it.

Though some days

I get the usual

Anxiety

Play this game

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