Ride Or Die

Legend

One thing I know

Money traces back to the purchaser and their history

We can never undo our mistakes

But we can always

Own our history

Materialism will never amount to the sacrifices we made to keep our lives sacred away from the leagues

Far away the sun rises

We have to keep up

With the times

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sobrang pagod na ko gud

di ko na lam anong gagawin ko sa oras ko

heavy blow pag resign

di ko alam makakabalik

ba ako next year wew

tumatakbo oras

walang allowance job ko

sobra ako nag aalala

sana kumalma na talaga ko

kasi di ko na kaya pa lumaban

pero kinakaya

thanks

nonchalance

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so i have secretly accepted that there are many many things places people situations pain suffering etc in the world i cannot change

i cannot change where i come from

i cannot change the past

i cannot

undo forget all the reality that is happening

and the people around me

but what i can change is myself

my regrowth

my beginning

my disposition in life

apparently

my metamorphosis

Cherry on top

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Dear sherr

I know it must be goddamn frustating to be mistaken as ‘cherry’ all the time in the months of late june to july present.

It sure is hard to leave my boss, who probably has some deep hard sentiments he cannot unleash for fear of nothing spectacular lately.

And jon ty is not there.

He probably is just some fantasy

Surely ayala is to be left outside the boxes of memory I need to scream and arrange – rather rearrange

Simply put :

Everything

 

I need a miracle

A sign of grace and mercy

 

I need more empathic people

Than nosy noisy pep talks and people

Btw thank you for the hardship

It was indeed quite wholesome and fab

 

I cannot believe moving to Ortigas has been such an honour.

 

Little star

So lately I panic and sleep for 100 hours and wake up to the reality of this thing called helloworld.

I catch myself most days feeling so hype up in anxiety aka anxiettack that I feel like nobody in my family cares that sick girl is actually here in their house thats not a house. Hello?

All I manage is drink the messy pills doctor says I drink, as I reminisce the times I had back then in Taipei I had to drink and buy those Chinese-Japanese Seirogan pills

And actually bomb on someones house after eating politely and having easy conversations with them

as I excuse myself

It hasn’t always been this way,

Barely do I have allergic reactions, viruses or whatever food inclined problems

But why is this happening now?

After I spent awhile Viber blasting people to invite to our event on Sunday

As I pity my boss that I am such a sick girl who always seem to have problems

Like,

When will my life get better

When will I have friends

Actually, real people to talk to

Those people who actually, will listen

How long does it take for me to wait?

 

Wake up,

 

Wheres home and yuh, gbye past.

#ToPeopleWhoUsedMe

#ToPeopleWhoJudgedMe

#ToPeopleWhoNeverCared

Lastly, adopting Haley Phams words.

If you dont like the people in your class, talk to the teacher.

Yups, baby girl

 

Thats what I do.

Now where is my 100B

Biotch

 

To the guy (are you a guy) who never will fully understand how much he/she hurt me

Auf wiedersehen you yes YOU