If there is one thing I regret nowadays it’s being too kind and overreaching to people who never will, ever.

Deserve my kindness and strength

See oftentimes we think it would be better to leave people alone. But no, we must in fact keep loving this cruel world inspite of the fact that the people we love actually harbor hatred towards us

And that my dear is the time you your self should set yourself on fire and set love free

Dont keep others warm

Stay close who truly slay kindness

And know the worth of glory honour respect and most especially,


Thanks be to God.

My 2018 was silly af

Thanks for making me rich in intuition and selfless ignorance

That though people hurt me, etc

I still go on

Merry Christmas loves

Thanks be to all the kindest souls I have met

And will yet to meet !!!! 📿



don’t give any fox

meganon na patapos na yung taon tapos mapapa…wtf ka sa mga desisyon na ginawa mo. kunwari nalang, paglipat mo sa ibang developer. isa pa doon, yung nalipat ka nga without applying pero sa masamang division ka naman tapos yung A game boss na sobrang kupal at mayabang at may kotse grabe kadeadma sayo mas maganda pa porma mo sakanya noong sales rally, pero nung triny mo lumipat nang grupo grabe ka sermon inabot mo sakanya parang nasalanta nang ompong tas binaha at linipad nang hangin ang tingin doon kasi grabe mag insulto tapos nangingi nabang sa weakness mo na sensitive ka

sinabihan ka pang prinsesa ka ba

oc ka ba



sabi pa may problema daw ako

kahit saang developer daw ako mapunta

wala raw magbabago


wala akong na meet sa buhay ko na ang lakas nang loob manlait sakin in person , wish ko sana marecord yun ulet para marinig at makita nang iba for proof

pero for some personal safety state ko nalang nang mas maayos na reason, basic reason bakit ako muna aalis

kasi alam mo

tao ako

di ako checke pang loi

kaya kung may galit ka sa intsik

wag mo ko idamay don

grabe kung maka snob

tapos kakausapin ka lang pasimple na dapat may checke na sa verdant this october

wala na tatalab sa ugali

di mo narin mababalik o mababawi mga sinalita mo

as for this person who chatted me and i added back

i just don’t like what you do to me

i only ride on my own

and if you can’t keep a straight face in public

not much i can say


you know what i did all i could

this year was the worst but truly worth the risk

jack ma says at your 20s keep making mistakes

you will find your people too

and never let anyone

take your power, abuse you, use you, talk shit to you

especially men

as for ladies who throw shade

and both genders who disrespect and cannot appreciate you

stop being kind to them

cry if you have to.

I cried last night in a resto eating paella as I left the most boring edm party ever

it felt like the gin I drank was PG 13 fresh from college back at eighteen sipping bar drinks


am glad jack ma said to make mistakes

i am only 26

been through a lot

sales has been a killer

i will fight for and come back

to win

ps : thanks lord sa mga taong inisip ko nang bigyan nang regalo sa pasko

konti lang sila

salamat sa mga maginoong mga tunay na lalake

di mga beki na ewan ba





dear everyone

ive been trying real hard to stay adrift. most days i feel somewhat blank and unspoken. i talk to strangers i forget. but i never remember not to be kind. thank you for the kind souls ive met in the year. the days may be most unpleasant but the comeback overrides the setbacks

i know one day will come

that i rise

thank you for letting me speak to my one and only college crush

and also for all the beauty and art i always see and appreciate

day by day

may all the glory be to god

he is the only healer giver protector and sole refuge

he is our strength

thank you

much love.


Hey followers

Thank you for 105

I owe it a lot to all of you

I wish I can monitor my expenses

Also make everyday a productive life

Today was great since it just was

I also won a bonus cash from the Mooncake dice game

I have a strong shot at games

Starting the weekend we’re gonna go back to the usual sales getup

Black blazer and heels

I wish I make a sale by November

As of now I temporarily Dgaf my Facebook and IG

I hate how I always accept people to follow me but they like unfollow me



Make it worth your time


Much much loves.


dearest diary

i have had enough with people who always take me for granted,

today i willingly talked with our sales director in the company, and all he did was grill me into saying how the real world is cruel and unfair and how i seem to be …sheltered wow as if he knew the path i walked onto and my character per se…

i realize how we, as a human individual, can never really find ourselves and our worth in a person,

and how we must blossom where our heart and purpose go.

i deeply tried to leave their division and my team, but sales director said how i was the only rare case that dared to do that,

as nobody tried to leave due to personal preference,

just me.

to recount,

i was really clueless how to go about, i love my job but hate how the bosses cannot close the work,

i keep comparing them to my former developer.

the fact is, i love sales as i have thrived to keep up with manning and setting appointments to so many hopefuls na closing pero

lahat paasa,

i just really wished i was placed in a good group.

it is hard to say you can thrive anyplace and bloom,

mahirap yon.

mas mahirap pa kung di mo makita sarili mo dun, and yung purpose mo

and you ask what the heck am i doing this for.

many people broke me over the past years,

people i trusted the most.

i dont even begin to understand some big douchy boss can say and hurl shit stuff like that to my face.

i know education helps in identifying people and their capabilities but this is too much,

respect is the basic human gift apart from kindness,

if one lacks that

then obviously you know which way to go darling.

never ever doubt yourself,

dont give someone the power over you.

and if you dont like the people there,

better leave with head held high.

it doesnt matter anymore.

all the praise i held,

galing yun sa taas.

lahat ng ginawa ko,

sa alveo and sa nakaraan,

the effortless work i did for ortigas.

thank you so much, sales.

maybe, i have garnered enough lessons.

nobody ought to even point it out loud.

thanks for the grand finale.

signing off xoxo




Dear followers

I have been on the nines lately

I am wearing our company shirt

My previous boss told me good luck

So much heart for Ayala

Proud to be Vertex

In Tagalog,

Naka Vertex shirt ako today sa office

I feel like my corporate life last year

Has been a dream

Btw its paired with ripped jeans

Im quite speechless lately

Kinda out of money

My fb and ig are both surviving.

Thanks btw

92 follows

Im kinda happy

Broke AF

I hate my office mates

Gotta get better

14 guests for aug

Missing jon ty

Where is my mind

Gotta love your enemies


I know

Ps Thanks




i am just going by with the flow of the days

nobody misses me

i aint got any real friends

got no family either

much less a boyfriend

i aint complaining here

am actually proud only one guy

was able to touch me

but that wont happen again


ps : we all need love

so into u


hey guys and gurls


my head super hurts

ive been on the nine

i got ten guests this aug 8

thats wow

really been on the mile

galing diba

ive only been one month in this job

and been doing great

i wish

i can forgive all the haters

and focus on my self


ive been getting the do you have a bf question

im like

im not ready



am sorry

for all the peeps i lashed out and unfriended

on fb

including my current boss

bryan chen

hes not bad

im starting to think

its gonna bee a great journey

he doesnt take things seriously

also he is kind

only 32

how i wish sales manager na rin ako

btw alveo doesnt think of me na

im also forgiving all of them

tutal mahal ko naman sila lahat

may isa lang na dapat di ko na pinansin

i miss ate che clem roland haha

sila lang magagaling

elai too saw me kanina


savage hagarda

nag jejeep sa zapote

mag gym


may nakita pang di na dapat nakita




choose your battles motherfuckers


life is gold

think about

your future

what are you







its okay you missed my birthday

ok lang din wala nang jonty wahahahaha

miss ko na maging inlove

pero wala eh

siguro bato talaga ko