So lately I panic and sleep for 100 hours and wake up to the reality of this thing called helloworld.
I catch myself most days feeling so hype up in anxiety aka anxiettack that I feel like nobody in my family cares that sick girl is actually here in their house thats not a house. Hello?
All I manage is drink the messy pills doctor says I drink, as I reminisce the times I had back then in Taipei I had to drink and buy those Chinese-Japanese Seirogan pills
And actually bomb on someones house after eating politely and having easy conversations with them
as I excuse myself
It hasn’t always been this way,
Barely do I have allergic reactions, viruses or whatever food inclined problems
But why is this happening now?
After I spent awhile Viber blasting people to invite to our event on Sunday
As I pity my boss that I am such a sick girl who always seem to have problems
When will my life get better
When will I have friends
Actually, real people to talk to
Those people who actually, will listen
How long does it take for me to wait?
Wheres home and yuh, gbye past.
Lastly, adopting Haley Phams words.
If you dont like the people in your class, talk to the teacher.
Yups, baby girl
Thats what I do.
Now where is my 100B
To the guy (are you a guy) who never will fully understand how much he/she hurt me
Auf wiedersehen you yes YOU