Self respect

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Braveheart.

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I am amazed at people who, still stand in both feet despite the world destroying their enigma, their strategy, comfort, peace of mind, ease, temperance, self-control.

I admire people who know how to stand up when the fight comes, who know how to stay back when the superior is dark and gruesome,

Those who know how to draw boundaries

They are the best kind of people

Be someone who always matters the most to people who especially need it

If you want to give, do so with no conivance

Super Super

I know I’m Super Fly, ☆ ey 119 followers

I am entirely grateful u all been there with me, truly universe has been so kind, im broke and jobless, kinda, i got an insurance job, was very very very lucky 😚

I passed the exams last October 26.

I resigned from Ortigas October 13.

Since then Hallelujah

I met a bad bitch boss at Ortigas who promised me entry again next twenty o nine but she left me gaping… I thought she said six mos. exit then come back around but hell no, she f*cking left me in the air, like hanging there with so much pain tbh since I was hoping to get back at the bad bosses downing me out and backlashing me out.

But then I realize as I swam this real world loves me so much.

No need to have comparison over others, as God has loved me thru thick and thin. He gave me a 2nd life when I was eight and dying. Though my mum and dad are cruel people, He always gave me the back hand and the upper edge to succeed in no matter any situation

Let me meet people who were and always will be, amazing

Btw I went home today shopping for Christmas, most of them were pink, classy and unicorn style,

I miss Ateneo, I miss Ms Dior from Taipei, I miss Alveo and Boss Gad,

I miss our dog Ollie Back Home…the home I will never run back

To no matter how hopeless I am, no matter how injured, hurt, even though just recently I got hit AF by a tric but he was nice as he took me in for a free ride since I was stunned shookt there, like basically motionless, kneeling

In my wounds…pero in fair

Di siya malala

Kaya super thanks 💋

Can’t wait for 2019, am sad Karina is sad and Aljon got evicted sa PBB

I thought of vlogging my life pero parang di na ganun ka natural pag ivlog mo haha,

Dame kong nakakausap sa labas,

I even got lost in Poblacion only to have my lost TIN ID notarized quite expensively for 250 bucks, sinabi nung guy na nag sell nang burgers na Car name yung names nang burgers na mahal daw dapat 100 to 150 lang yung price.

Pinakaasar ako is that I waited mga 10 ish to 15 min, parang eternity yon kasi the guy there was like making landi to his old classmate instead of working, like inuna pa niya mag add sa FB kaysa gawin yung Notary ko, dafudge diba

Tapos nainis na ko kasi hello nag aantay ako amp tas mahal pa sinigil saken huwaw such work ethic… sometimes ya know

I secretly wish I was missed by my co-workers in Ortigas

Kasi pati ba naman sa Circuit

Nakita ako lel

Like she shouted, “Sherry!”

While I was crossing the lil pedestrian at the back

And um na huwaw ako na Sherry finally tinawag niya sakin

Kasi names are important ya know!

Sobrang saya ko na nawalan ako nang takot sa Angkas

It made me feel like a rockstar

Steady lang

Sana buhay ko ganon

Fyi sobrang gandara nang calling card

Pinagawa ko sa Chill Hub

Grabe galing nila

Sarap talaga mag promote hehe

Like maybe doing a vlog might be so nice

But the mystery and the sponteneity of you, living your raggedy, jackass of a life

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Fyi

Di perfect buhay

Wala akong ya know

Bf

Pero um

Kinakaya ko naman

Kasi di mo naman kailangan muna

Haha

And

Dame ko pang pangarap na magagawa

Like it was my first time this December to clean my meager apartment

And clean it like hell

Tryna find my TIN card!

Then awhile ago sa morning I was so happy I got to Atrium Makati to finally

Hopefully get my TIN ID tom

Btw Affidavit of loss pala yung tinaga saken

Mediyo first time ko rin kasi asikasuhin yang

Mga yan oh btw I stole a knife um jk fork today mahahaa

Um

Kase naman

Bad service

Sorna

Um natapon ko din ata yung Sterling spoon and fork ko sa apartment kaya yun squad poor life talaga

Tapos di na ko nagpapaapekto sa mga humihingi nang money sa sampaguita

Kasi last year andame ko na binili sa mga yan

Basta

Pati rose nga eh

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To be continued

nonchalance

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so i have secretly accepted that there are many many things places people situations pain suffering etc in the world i cannot change

i cannot change where i come from

i cannot change the past

i cannot

undo forget all the reality that is happening

and the people around me

but what i can change is myself

my regrowth

my beginning

my disposition in life

apparently

my metamorphosis

Live

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Otherworldly. When life becomes a tragedy, just sing a tune or phrase and laugh at it. Most failures are comical sighs of relief detailing the temporality our being dictates or imposes.

Philosophy says that all go through nihilism in order to attain nirvana.

When we experience pain or bad times, this signifies the Buddhist concept of “all pain is suffering”, meaning we cannot avoid this in our lifetime.

All life go through some insane transformation to make us evolve for the awakening of our better, higher selves; remember when life throws at you, say a prayer and thanks. I am so blessed to be a part of this world.

Namaste!  ╭∩╮(︶︿︶)╭∩╮

Christmas Wishes

2016,

1. Find a family, loving ones will do. Those who will see the good in you, stay with you for who you are. Always patient and unconditional, kind and accepting.

2. A stable income, good decent living filled with hope and meaning. Mostly, independence with morals.

3. Less expenses, more stars, dreams, beaches and long memories. 

4. A heart consistent in doing good, being kind and forgiving. 

5. Being around laughter and nature. More sun exposure and movement, ie. Traveling, creating, etc.

6. Taking full responsibility for my life. Letting go of what is not meant for me, smiling at past pains and present challenges.

7. Helping others who need kindness, hope and goodness. Sharing parts and pieces of me to new persons. 

8. Surrounding myself to more art, humanity, productivity and humor. 

9. Upholding whatever means the most in my life, setting priorities, finishing things. 

10. Giving myself time, boundaries to grow and become better each day. 


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