Nevertheless

Sixpence None The Richer

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Hey guys

I admit I have been posting

A lot in social media lately

And watching Youtube

And I got this (dis) phone

Dissed

Like left behind

Since I got a new cell thats like

Samsung C8

And I smartunlocked it here

Since it came from China,

Um dad’s donation

So basically

I have been ditching work

But at the same time

Intriguingly

Reminisced the power of 2017

How it gave me the entire

Year

To map out

Rough out my mess

And plant a seed in me

Something untouchable

Nevermind the pains

It provided me a gift

Given that I can strongly agree

I don’t cry anymore

I have a newfound self awareness

That its clearly okay to be alone

That we can never win our battles

But we can choose how to

React or like,

Deal slash cope towards it

In my case its my mom and family

Also my dad

Like I said in this blog

It has been a history

Of hurt

Thats why im proud im moving on

I really liked today for some reason

Its totally rad

Nobody cares about my social media posts

And im sure there are some creepers out there I have yet to unfriend

You all know how the world goes

Always remember the only one that can hurt you

Is

Yourself

Xoxo,

Forever single but proud independent

Happy 96

 

 

tut mer leid

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dearest people of wordpress

i have decided to stop updating my ig stories

nobody follows me on ig anyway *wink

and um i can probably spend more time reading the political plight of our world today

fyi in high school i was awarded best reader

i read a lot in elementary and high school but college came

and i never knew i would have to be a lazy reader

muaha

now as an adult im really terrifyingly lazy to pick up a book and finish it

sorry for bookworms

im just really such a skimmer

tss

haha

anyway

awhile ago

i signed a new contract

lol akala mo record label ang dating amp

ahaha

new contract like um towards a new …

job ?

am actually not afraid to get kicked out of ortigas

would probably be sad to leave royalton imperium and maven

but um

got to git extra cash ya know

im like 26 and life has not been very good since 22

when I was 21 I was hot sexy and chix

like got A’s from Laurel Fantauzzo (is this the correct spelling)

class

and then fully realized

I was a born writer.

the story, THIS

journey

will never end

until I get a gist of the write path

haha

btw i hate being racisized

or being called quiet

i was surprised my current boss always shhs the hell outta me

yesterday was the day that felt 100 years

i had like 15 guests headcount

sa ayala sobra dami na yun noh

sa ortigas di nila kinacount per head

so accredited lang is

8 guests

lol

pero ya know

first time ako sinabihan nang manager ko na “good job for today !”

in this professional text

i was like, nyaha

finally

pinuri din

lol

i miss my no. 1 boss in the world

you know him

hahahaha

hay anyways away from the awkwardness

i feel like im getting fatter

i miss my german

ya know

like um

libangan ko sa buhay is timezone

and magaling talaga ko, mag hoard

mag shopping ganun

like talaga choosy ako chos

hahaha

magaling

namiss ko na nga mag ukay sa baguio

hayst

bumili ako relo kanina longines

tama ba spelling ahaha

so anyway im starting to drift by

sana matupad lahat ng pangarap ko

and first time ko nakita si lloyd cervantes

nakasmile

kahapon

WAW

usually binabara ako nun huhu

pero oks lang

IBA parin ian casem vertex

pero tapos na un

diba???

move on na sherry

hahaha

imba

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by the way

nabasa ko pala

 

dapat no. 1 self promoter mo is you daw

dgaf daw sa iba

pake mu tingin nila sayu

lalo na mga tsismis na yan

 

ayy di naman totoo

 

ahahah

tapos

 

sabi sa youtube (sorry being an agent makes me dumber than usual haha)

dapat inaaccept rejections daw

 

lalo na sa sales

o diba ms alveo won that sa answer niya

ahaha

amp

lel

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hey all

thanks for 96 follows

i think i found my trademark

 

black polish

 

ahahah

 

hay

 

i feel so alone but

ya know

we have to keep going

 

nobody is really gonna carry us home

just glad

even tho

my fam situation sux

i got tons of blessings

and people i love.

xoxo

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no matter what situation you are in, you can always choose to be positive and happy. channel your inner energy into positive vibrations and let karma do the rest.

i had a gr88 day today @ cash and carry makati

my favourite mall none the usual

i hope i reach my dreams

have 100 follows

forgive and forget

focus on

myself

my worth

my growth

the things i do everyday

the decisions i make

fast forward time

heals

all if not

most

wounds.

the wind just drifts by

life

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hey 96 followers 🖤

im so glad

ive finally almost reached a hundred

miles

a year …

blogging

has been so worth it

i can’t believe my journeys

been all

curated here …

even my sales job

and my problems like

not having a boyfriend ever since

birth

not that its a big of a deal

im 26

but im happy

painted my nails

black,

tonight

also

my sweet pea body wash

has gone

i really like american bazaar

since it imports goods from the states

at this like really, cheap

price

and so far,

i spent the day earlier

playing in timezone

singing my gut feels out in karaoke

playing the drums

to dancing it out in dance dance

revo.

cool isnt it

also im very happy with my ig and fb

couldnt care less

about my personal life

at least

on the 19th

ive got two expected guests

wish,

they come

hayst

got a new crush at work

tendency

to

avoid

.

muahahaha

ps cheerios to prudence

gotta love them haters

throw them shade

they throw ya a bible verse

hoots

wtf

trying to enjoy life here

xoxo love u all

bye

Yeezy

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Dear followers

I have been on the nines lately

I am wearing our company shirt

My previous boss told me good luck

So much heart for Ayala

Proud to be Vertex

In Tagalog,

Naka Vertex shirt ako today sa office

I feel like my corporate life last year

Has been a dream

Btw its paired with ripped jeans

Im quite speechless lately

Kinda out of money

My fb and ig are both surviving.

Thanks btw

92 follows

Im kinda happy

Broke AF

I hate my office mates

Gotta get better

14 guests for aug

Missing jon ty

Where is my mind

Gotta love your enemies

Ehehehehehe

I know

Ps Thanks